Confessing My First Timebylivvy_uk©
Confessing my First Time
My husband unashamedly confessed to me, his ultimate fantasy was to watch another man or men use me, his wife. I admit to finding this a major turn on, but found myself holding back to telling my husband. I was worried he would push this further. It is definitely a hot fantasy, but one I would never want to really experience. The whole experience would no doubt be mind blowing, but I couldn't risk my marriage for any kind of thrill.
However, this didn't stop us from sharing some very erotic stories of how we imagined such things happening. This led my husband to asking me for a real life experience, I had had with other men.
I was very reluctant at first, as I found it hard to think back to the things I had done. I had some amazing memories and some not so amazing memories, but I wasn't sure sharing them with the man I loved was the right thing to do.
I led naked in bed as my husband pulled the duvet down, exposing my breasts and lower body. He began to gently run a finger across my chest, then teasingly over my breasts, making my nipples stand to attention. Snuggling up to my body, he began to very softly kiss my neck as he spoke.
"I want you to relax Katie and enjoy what I'm doing to you." He said softly.
I led still with my eyes closed; I could feel my breathing getting heavier as his touch sent shivers through my body. My pussy was starting to juice up and he was only smoothing a finger across my breasts.
"How old were you, when you lost your virginity?"
For legal reasons I will say 18.
"I was 18."
"Very nice, who was it with?"
"A guy I fancied, but he wasn't my boyfriend."
"Tell me everything Katie; I want to know how it happened and how you felt."
I felt very nervous at this point. Losing my virginity wasn't exactly a proud moment for me, although it was enjoyable, I kind of regretted it afterwards. By now Peter was kissing my breasts and sucking on my nipples, while one of his hands was running up and down my inner thighs. I longed for him to touch my pussy, but he promised more pleasure as my story unfolded.
Lisa was my best friend in school, not very much to my parents liking, but we did most things together. One weekend during the summer holidays, Lisa's parents had gone away and left her to look after the house. Lisa was keen on a big house party, but knew her parents were giving her the first big test.
Her mum had left a carton of cigarettes and some bottles of wine; with the ok for a few girlfriends to sleep over, but no boys was the instruction. Lisa had been seeing a guy a year older than us called Mark. She had already lost her virginity to him and was having regular sex. I on the other hand was the only virgin of the group and it didn't bother me one bit. Before that night I hadn't met anyone I really liked.
That night, there were four of us, Lisa, Kelly, Natalie and me. Only I was sleeping over as the other girls weren't allowed. I was only allowed because I told my mum I was sleeping at Kelly's house. Unfortunately Kelly's mum would have phoned my mum to check, if Kelly had tried the same scam.
We were starting to feel a bit tipsy as the wine started kicking in, and then there was a knock on the door. I still laugh now at our reaction as we all jumped out of our skin.
Lisa was no doubt happy; the selfish bitch had invited Mark over without telling anybody. Walking in behind him were another two lads, later found out to be Neil and Steven.
The mood had changed dramatically once the guys had arrived. Kelly felt uncomfortable as Lisa and Mark sat on the sofa, obviously groping each other under the duvet she had brought from her bedroom. Kelly had decided it was time to go, not that Lisa cared. I quickly went outside to phone my mum and have a cigarette in peace, leaving Natalie with the guys and Lisa.
As I finished my cigarette, Neil and Steven came out the back for a joint as I walked back inside. Natalie was just about to leave and I said my goodbyes as Lisa put a movie on. I went and got changed into my pyjamas, before quickly grabbing the duvet and getting myself comfortable for the film.
When the film started, Lisa and Mark were on one sofa under their duvet, whilst I was sat on the other sofa under my duvet. Then Neil and Steven came in and sat either side of me trying to get under the duvet, complaining it was cold outside.
Half an hour or so into the film, I felt Stevens arm brush against my leg under the duvet, it made me jump but nobody noticed. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye, but he was looking straight at the television.
His hand rested there for a few moments before he began to rub my leg through my pyjamas. My heart was staring to beat fast as I tried to concentrate on the film, hoping he would become bored and stop. I soon began to feel that this was planned as Stevens hand made its way to the top of my thigh; Neil was soon doing the same to my other leg. I panicked and quickly stood up, excusing myself as I went to the toilet.
I sat on the toilet trying to catch my breath, the wine was taking effect and I was shocked to find my panties a little wet, as I pulled them down to pee. As I finished on the toilet, I was relieved to hear Lisa saying goodbye to Neil as the front door closed shut.
When I came back into the living room, I got under the duvet, trying to sit as far away from Steven as possible. He offered me a cigarette, but as I took it, he moved close to offer me a light. I took the light, but he remained sitting next to me.
Then as before, his hand was soon finding its way back up my leg and onto my thigh. I took a deep drag on my cigarette as I tried to calm my nerves, but it wasn't working, as I soon felt his hand making its way between my legs.
I wanted to scream at him to stop but I felt paralysed to his touch. As his hand made its way up between my inner thighs, I felt myself take a quick sharp breath as I expected him to touch my pussy.
I had kissed a few boys before and let them feel my boobs through my bra, but never more than that. Only I had touched myself down there and here I was about to let some guy I didn't even know, be the first to touch me.
As I waited for his touch, I exhaled in frustration as his hand moved above my pussy, reaching for the buttons on my pyjama bottoms. With one hand he began to undo the buttons on my pyjamas, and then I felt his hand on my pubic hair.
I started to feel hot and flushed as his hand kept teasing me. I rested my arm on the sofa and placed my head into my hand, hiding my face from Lisa and Mark. With the buttons undone, my pyjamas offered no restriction to his hand and he was soon rubbing my clit with his fingers.
I could have squealed out loud as he slid a finger from my clit and down my pussy lips, spreading them as he went. I knew I was soaking wet and so did Steven, wetting his finger with my juices he slid it back up to my clit and began to circle around it.
My heart was beating so fast, as I felt the sweat on my head. I started to move my hips gently, I couldn't help it, and it just felt so natural to move with his hand. My breathing really picked up and I knew I was about to cum.
I had masturbated many times and knew what was about to follow this feeling that was rushing through my body. I bit down hard on my lip and tensed like never before, Steven suddenly moved his finger from my clit and slid it into my pussy. A soft whimper escaped my lips and it had to be obvious.
Lisa and Mark stood up laughing as they said goodnight. I was suddenly struck with panic as I realised what had just happened. Mark closed the living room door behind himself and Steven was soon on top of me kissing me hard.
Kissing him back I was trying to think of a way to get out of this. I enjoyed what he had done, but I didn't want my first time to be like this. Steven removed the duvet from between us and quickly put his hands under my top, the whole time not breaking from the kiss.
He started to grind his trouser covered cock into my pussy, as his hands pulled down my bra straps. His cock felt nice rubbing against me, as I started lose all my inhibitions.
Steven stood up and told me to remove my top and bra as he quickly undone his pants and pulled them off. By the time I had done what he had asked, he was standing over me holding his cock and reaching for my breasts.
I wanted to suggest that maybe we shouldn't do this, the feeling between my legs was willing me to let him carry on, but my head was telling me it shouldn't be like this.
He quickly pulled down my pyjama bottoms and took off his t-shirt, before climbing back between my legs.
"Steven wait, this is my first time, please use a condom, I don't want to get pregnant."
"I haven't got any, but don't worry, I promise to pull out."
How romantic I thought and he was soon rubbing his cock up and down my pussy. I just closed my eyes and let the feeling control me. His cock slid in slowly and I suddenly jolted in pain as he pushed forward.
"Shit Katie, is this really your first time?"
"Yes, make sure you pull out Steven."
"Wait a second, lay on the duvet; I don't want to get blood on the sofa."
Once the duvet had been placed on the sofa, I led back down for Steven. He quickly got between my legs and started to rub his cock against my pussy again. Despite all the nerves running through my body, I felt I was under a spell.
As his cock reached my hymen, I winced with the anticipation of how this would feel. With a quick sharp stab, his cock was in and filling my pussy for the first time.
The pain lasted only a few seconds, as his cock went deeper; I started to pant and moan uncontrollably Steven took both of my breasts in his hands and squeezed them hard, while driving his cock into my pussy. The feeling was out of this world, as every thrust felt better than the last.
He must have been so excited, as in no time at all, he was panting and groaning as he moved his hands to my hips and started to thrust violently. My pleasure was short lived though, as with one final deep thrust, he grunted and I felt his cock twitch inside of me. By the time I realised what was happening, it was too late; Steven had filled my unprotected womb with his cum.
As I told my husband this story, I only got as far as Steven rubbing his cock against my pussy, before my husband was mounting me. When I told him Steven had cum inside me, my husband was filling my pussy with his cum.