Dear Sean I Love You

Dear Sean,

I'm sorry I haven't written you much. There just isn't anything else to tell you. Jail life doesn't actually change much from day to day. you wake up, you eat, you sit around + play cards you sleep. Right now they have me as what's called a Unit Worker. Unit Workers are kinda like work monkeys, when everybody else gets put back into their individual cells after the meals + shit we get to clean up the common areas. Which means we get to watch a little more tv since that is in the common room, sure it's whatever the guards want to watch but the guards will sometimes turn it we ask real nice. I know you don't want to hear this, but it is a bunch of male guards at a female prison. When we want something bad enough we get it.

Oh + we get shoes! I had no idea how much I'd missed my sneakers or how much I really hated those stupid fucking paper slippers they give us in here until I got my shoes back on! It's almost like being a real human being again. They let us have shoes because we are walking up + down the stairs, sometimes lifting heavy shit. It's important that we get to protect our feet + have something with a little grip so we don't slip + bust our shit open.

It looks like my court date is going to be July 29th + I've got high hopes that things will go my way. I just fired my court ordered attorney but they are supposed to have him replaced by the end of the week + hopefully the new guy will over a better defense. I mean that my old lawyer pretty much said we have no prayer + I should just take the plea. I know that would disappoint you but I'd rather take the plea + have this part of my life over + be able to move forward than wait for another few months + not only lose but get a longer sentence than if I were to plea. I know you want me to fight this, I know that you thing the plea is stupid that instead of maybe losing in court I'm losing for sure if I plea. I'm scared Allen. I'd rather admit to a crime I didn't commit + go to jail for a decade than fight + lose thirty five years. It just doesn't make sense to take the risk.

Other than that I hope that all is well for you. Did you get your Xbox back yet? I know you were saying you got the Red Ring of Death. That makes me sad for you. A man without his video games is a very grumpy bear indeed.

So is your sex life still crappy? I know the last time you mentioned it your sex life had been pretty crappy for a while. I mean shit you were getting less than me and I'm jail. I know I used to get you off on the phone. I don't get to make phone sex calls but maybe this will help you out a little. It's the best that I can do and besides it's true + you deserve to know that I dream about you.

The other night I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep + I couldn't help but think about you. It was friendly at first + then my mind began to wander (+so did my fingers.) It was simple @ first, I was just rubbin' on my clit a bit imagining it was your fingers + not mine.

I parted my folds from clit +teased myself even more, by rubbing over the sensitive bud until I felt I would surely bust from the pleasure. So I began to slide a finger over my wet slit, enjoying the way it felt +very slowly I slid a finger into the tight wet well lubed hole. . .enjoying it completely.

But as I began to thrust the finger into my snatch, I realized it wasn't enough so I slid in another finger. They felt better, but I wanted more +so a third finger was added. Oh yes! That felt great. They weren't as long or as wide, but I had to make due with what I had.

So I spread my legs nice + wide, as I finger fucked the shit out of my pussy. The thought of it being your thick throbbing cock instead of my fingers sent me over the edge. I cam so hard, that I had to catch my breath.

Of course I licked my fingers clean, it would be what you would've wanted. I was so wet+made a huge wet mess, plus I couldn't be too loud because of my bunkie, I bite down on my blanket to keep from screaming when I busted my nut. So please tell me that the knowledge of this made you bust a big nut.

Well that's it. That's that I had. I have so many dreams about you, about what your going to do to me when I get out of here. You're gonna fuck me till my legs go numb, I just know it.

I should also take this time out to thank you. Thank you Sean so much. There is no way for me to put into words how much I appreciate everything you've done for me. It's not just the letters. It's that you took the time to find me. It's that you love me. I love you so much Sean, don't ever leave me alone. I don't know what I would do with out you.

Love Minx