Explorations Ch. 09byReardon1©
Jessica sat waiting at an outdoor table at the college's café. Three days ago she had revealed to her roommate and lover, Yun, that she was involved in sexual relationships with both her brother and mother. She had said that she didn't want to compartmentalize her life any more and that she wanted Yun to be with her with full knowledge of her sexual history.
It did not go exactly as she had hoped. For the last three days, the two women were polite and made small talk as they went about their daily schedules; but Yun told Jessica that Sunday that she would let her know when she was ready to talk about their future, both immediate and long-term. That morning, Jessica found a note waiting for her on her dresser stating that Yun was ready to talk. She was to meet her at the college café out on the deck.
As Jessica ordered a drink and waited for her roommate to arrive, she tried to figure out herself what she ultimately wanted. She had told Yun that she loved her and she meant it. Jessica also knew that if Yun demanded that Jessica end her relationships with Dan and her mother, that it would be a difficult decision for her. The question she posed to herself was whether she loved her roommate enough to end her other relationships.
Five minutes before the specified time, Jessica spotted Yun walking up the hill toward the café. Her heart skipped a beat. Yun wasn't going to make this easy either way; she looked deliciously alluring in her tennis-styled outfit: a white skirt that hung above the knee, a light blue top that clung to her petite body, and a white, very thin cardigan sweater.
Jessica watched her disappear at the inside entrance of the café and a few moments later walk out onto the deck. She smiled, putting on a brave face, not knowing what the next few minutes would bring. Yun smiled back. "Hi, Jess." She sat down opposite Jessica at the table.
"Hey. How was your day?"
"It was okay," she replied. "How about you?"
Jessica leaned forward, resting her arms on the table, almost reaching for her roommate. "I've been nervous about this all week. I missed you."
Yun reached out and covered Jessica's hands with her own. "I missed you too, but I needed time to think. You really lowered the boom the other night, you know."
"I know," Jessica replied, trying to read Yun's face for a sign.
A waitress came by and took Yun's drink order. Jessica wished she would go away so they could talk. A few moments later, the waitress returned with an iced tea.
"There's something I need to ask you," Yun started.
"Anything," Jessica replied.
"When you said that you loved me, what did you mean?"
Jessica was confused by the question at first. Then, as she thought about it, she understood. She held her roommate's hands as she answered. "I meant that I want our relationship to continue to grow; that I love you like a partner; you're not just a fling to me. I want you to be a part of my life for as long as we can." She paused for a moment, measuring the words as she spoke. "What that means in the long run, I don't know. I do know that you mean more to me than I thought was possible. In the beginning I wasn't looking for a real relationship, I was looking for a lover that I could have fun with; you're much more than that now."
Yun was floored and hopeful. So far, she was hearing exactly what she needed to hear. "Jess, am I someone you could see spending your life with? Isn't that the true test of love? When you think of your future, am I in it?"
Jessica now understood fully what this line of questioning meant. "Yes," she replied. "Who knows what the future holds for us. When we graduate, you may go back to the east coast; I'm probably going to stay in the San Francisco area. But in any relationship, you don't think about four years from now, you think about what feels right and then you deal with the future when it comes. I want you to be in my life for as long as we can. If that's four years or if that's twenty, who knows? I know what I feel for you is real." Jessica was waiting for Yun to give some indication of what she felt. "How do you feel about me?"
Yun had thought about this question for the last three days. She was surprised at the answer she came to when she posed it to herself. "I…want the same thing you do, Jess. I love you. I can't imagine my life without you in it. At first I was curious; that grew into something much more profound. I never thought it would be possible to love another woman like I would a man. I never gave it any thought until I met you. I'm still attracted to men, but what we have is so unique and special to me." Yun moved over so that she sat next to Jessica on the bench. She held Jessica's hands in her lap and looked into her deep, brown eyes. "I love you, Jess. I want to be with you."
Jessica reacted with an overwhelming sense of joy and relief. She hugged Yun, holding her tight to her body. She looked into her eyes and felt an urgent need to kiss her. As their lips drew closer together, Jessica realized they were in public and not the only ones on the deck. She didn't care. Their lips touched in a soft embrace. Jessica could feel every contour of her lover's mouth against her own. She slowly slipped her tongue between Yun's lips and tasted her for what felt like the first time.
Finally, Yun gently pushed away and said, "But I need to talk to you about your family."
Jessica took a deep breath. Here it comes. "Okay. Why don't we go for a walk and find somewhere a little more private?"
Yun nodded and they walked toward the outer edge of campus where there was a bench under a row of trees. Yun spoke first. "I know that when you told me about them, your intention was for me to join your circle; for the four of us to be lovers. Is that still what you want?"
Jessica had been mulling over this very question for the last few days. She realized that if she had to make a choice, she would choose Yun; her love for her was stronger than her need to dominate her brother and mother. The best possible situation was to have her cake and eat it too; but she knew that was a long shot.
"Only if you were open to it," Jessica replied. "I've come to realize that what I want more than anything is to have you. If you want to explore this other part of my life, I would love it; but I don't need it, if you know what I mean."
Yun was relieved. "Thanks for not pressuring me. The fact is I don't know if I could be a part of that. If you want us to continue our relationship, you need to let me come to a decision in my own time."
Jessica already knew her answer. "If that's what you want." She looked around the secluded area; no one was around as the sun began to set in the sky. "Now show me how much you love me," Jessica said as she gently pushed her roommate to a kneeling position in front of her and scooted forward on the bench, opening her legs, and lifting up her skirt.
Yun, turned on by the thrill of being out in the open and the possibility of getting caught, pushed aside Jessica's panties and reached out for her moist pussy with her tongue.
"Fuck, baby. You know how to make me feel good." Jessica could hear Yun moaning between her legs, which combined with being outside where anyone could pass by, made her want to rip off her lover's clothes and take her right there. She settled for Yun's increasingly expert tongue-lashing doing her pussy just right. "Okay," she gasped breathlessly. "Enough foreplay. Let's get back to our room before I come right here."
* * * *
That Friday, Dan was on his way back to his dorm room when he got a text message from his roommate, Brian. "Your mom showed up a few minutes ago. Wants to take us out to dinner."
Holy crap! "What is she doing here?"
Dan ran to the dorm and flew up the stairs. When he opened the door, his mother was sitting on his bed; his roommate was standing by the window.
"Hey, mom," Dan said with a slight edge in his voice. "What are you doing here?" He gave her a look that only she would be able to interpret. Are you nuts? This is not a good idea!
Amy stood up and hugged her son, a little longer than comfortable with his roommate right there. "I got off work early and thought it would be fun to come see you and take you out to dinner. Then I met your very nice roommate and thought the three of us could go." She smiled, "You don't have a date tonight, do you?"
Dan was quick to answer. "No, no – it's just I wasn't expecting you, that's all. So, Bri, do you want to hang out with me and my mom?" Please say no.
Brian glanced at Amy, a college guy's MILF fantasy in the flesh. She was still in her business suit from work – a white button-down blouse that was form-fitting and a black pencil skirt that hugged her curves. The black stilettos she wore showed off her long, toned legs. He looked over at Dan and said, "Uh, yeah. I don't have any plans."
"It's settled then," Amy said. "I just need to freshen up. Is there a woman's room on this floor?"
Brian quickly answered, "No, up one floor, Mrs. Tanner."
"Thank you, Brian. I'll be back in a minute," Amy replied as she sauntered out of the room.
Once she was gone, Brian said, "Jesus, man. Don't take this the wrong way, but your mom is hot."
I know, dumbass. Why do you think I'm fucking her? "C'mon Bri," Dan said, trying to dismiss the obvious. "She's my mother! Try to keep it under control, will ya?"
"Don't worry, dude. I was just making an observation."
Amy drove the three of them in her Ford Explorer to a restaurant not far from campus. She asked for a corner booth, and fifteen minutes later, they were brought to their table. Brian sat on one side and Amy steered Dan toward the opposite side of the table. "Sit here next to your mom," Amy said.
Dan was a little leery, but didn't want to make a fuss. He scooted in first, his mother sitting next to him on the outside. After ordering drinks, Amy placed her hand on Dan's thigh, feeling his muscular leg. She felt Dan tighten up as he gave her a look that said what the hell are you doing?
After the waiter brought their drinks and took their orders, Amy ran her hand up Dan's inner thigh, looking for his manhood and finding it. Despite his consternation, she could feel how hard he was as the thick shaft rested against his leg.
Dan grabbed his glass of water and took three big gulps. God, she is going to kill me. We're going to get caught and I'm going to be fucked. This can't be happening. And why the fuck am I so turned on?
Amy wrapped her fingers around the shaft and lightly squeezed in a slow, steady rhythm. Dan cleared his throat, but Amy ignored him. She knew he was turned on; that was obvious, and that was all the encouragement she needed.
"Dan never told me he had such a handsome and charming roommate. Do you have a girlfriend or are you bachelor like my son?" Amy squeezed a little harder and Dan covered her hand with his. He wanted to pull her hand away from him, but when she started to slowly stroke his shaft, he left his hand in place.
Brian was taken aback by the question. "Uh, no, not really. Not seeing anyone in particular. I've been on a few dates but nothing serious." Brian blurted out before he thought about what he was saying, "I bet you don't have problems dating." What the fuck did I just say!?
"How sweet of you to say that. Actually, I am kind of seeing someone. Dan knows about him, don't you, son." Dan nodded incredulously.
Brian was interested in finding out more about the lucky guy. "If you don't mind me asking, how did you meet?"
Dan stared at his friend and gave him a disapproving look.
Amy smiled, "Oh, I don't mind. Actually our first date was Saturday. It wasn't really a date. He's someone I already knew very well from the neighborhood. It was just one of those things where we were hanging out and one thing led to another. Anyway, we'll see what happens. He's a little younger than most of the guys I've gone out with. Actually, he's not much older than you," she said with a mischievous smile. Dan cleared his throat again.
The waiter came with the food and Amy released Dan from her grip.
"Alright," Dan said, "can we change the topic from my mother's dating habits, please."
This was his worst nightmare and hottest fantasy all at once. He was on the verge of either scolding his mother for being so reckless or taking her to the restroom and fucking her brains out.
"Alright, son." She leaned across the table, speaking to Brian. "He gets embarrassed by his mother sometimes. But he loves me, don't you?" She leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.
"Of course, mom. Let's just keep your love life off the table; Brian doesn't want to hear about it, do you?"
Are you kidding? Of course I do. "It's alright by me. But," he spoke to Amy, "before Dan blows a gasket, I'll lay off the dating questions. Feel free to tell me all about it later, Mrs. Tanner," he said with a smile and only half-jokingly.
After they finished dinner, Amy went to the restroom. She walked into a stall and slipped off her panties, quickly touching herself, surprised at how wet she was. Since seducing her son, she had slowly felt her confidence grow with each passing day. She hadn't felt like this since she was in her twenties. After washing her hands, she took her panties and balled them up in her hand, then walked back to the table where there was coffee waiting.
As she slid into the booth she placed her panties in Dan's lap and smiled. "So, any plans tonight?"
Dan looked down in his lap and turned bright red. "No, no plans." he said.
"Well, I'll just get the check and I'll get you boys back anyway."
Dan deftly took the panties in his hand and slipped them into his pocket. He looked over at his mom and shook his head in disbelief. She is going to be the end of me.
They pulled up to the dorm when Amy said, "I'd like to talk to Dan for a few minutes if you don't mind."
"No, not at all," Brian replied. "See you in a few, bro."
Dan nodded, and when Brian was inside, turned to his mother. "Are you crazy?"
Amy put the car in drive and found a parking spot not far from the dorm. "Are you telling me you weren't happy to see me? It sure felt like you were." She reached over and grabbed his cock; it slowly grew to its full girth. "See, you are happy I stopped by. I was just having a little fun. Just relax," she said. "I think I want my dessert now," she said with a smile. "Why don't you climb in back where we'll have more room."
"You're out of your mind," Dan said, but wasted no time in climbing into the back seat.
Amy pushed the passenger seat forward and kneeled on the floor in front of her son. Unbuckling his belt, she pulled Dan's jeans off and kissed her way up his leg to the bulge in his boxer briefs. "I've been craving this cock all week." She covered the shaft with her mouth and blew hot air on it, causing Dan to moan. "This is the real reason I came up to visit. I needed to feel your cock down my throat," Amy said.
"I have no problem with that," Dan said, pulling his mother's hair back in a ponytail.
Amy wrapped the shaft around her lips. "Why did I wait so long for this?" Amy pulled his briefs off and Dan's thick cock sprang straight up, inches from Amy's face.
"Your so big for me. You going to make me take it? You going to make mommy gag on your big fucking dick?"
Dan ached to be inside his mother's mouth; she was making him so horny, his cock twitched with each word she spoke. He watched as his mother licked agonizingly slow up the length of the shaft.
"You taste so good, baby," Amy said, and kissed his inner thighs before licking up the shaft again, his manhood pulsing with each heartbeat.
Amy spit on his cock, causing Dan to take in a sharp breath, then wrapped her hand around the shaft, slowly stroking him. "Make me take it, Dan. Make mommy take your cock."
Dan was delirious with need and didn't need much encouragement. Amy opened her mouth inches from the engorged head as Dan pushed her down on him, Amy effortlessly taking him all the way down to the base.
"Fuck," Dan hissed.
He lifted her off, pulling her by the ponytail as she stroked the head, teasing her son. She poised her lips over him, flicking her tongue along the underside of the head, and again and deep-throated his cock, staying down as Dan fucked her face. Amy hooked her arms around his legs for support as she took control, fucking her throat.
Dan loved the gagging sound his mom made as he punished her throat. He grunted with each downward thrust, savoring the feel of her hot mouth.
She pulled off his throbbing manhood, gasping for air. "I love the way you fuck my mouth, baby," she said as she pulled Dan forward on the seat and stroked his cock and sucked on his balls.
"God, that feels so good, mom," Dan groaned.
Still slowly working her hand up and down his shaft, Amy wrapped her index finger and thumb around his balls, making them protrude from his body, then took them both in her mouth, quickly running her tongue over them as she sucked hard, causing Dan to clench his fist tangled in her long hair.
"You like that, don't you?"
"Fuck, yeah. It feels amazing."
Amy released him momentarily and said, "Want to know why your father married me – besides my good looks?"
Amy smiled and slowly took his shaft down her throat. As she did, she took hold of his balls and, opening her mouth as wide as she could, licked them as she deep-throated his hard cock.
"Jesus!" Dan yelled, his voice hoarse. Amy clutched Dan's ass, holding her head down as she took his entire length. She held it there until she couldn't take anymore and slowly slid up the shaft, breathing through her nose, and then down again, punishing her mouth, her nose hitting his abdomen. She finally pulled off him, gasping for air.
"Fuck, mom," Dan said, smiling at her.
Amy wasn't finished. She grabbed his legs at the back of his knees and pushed them up to his chest, allowing her full access. Then, as Dan looked on wide-eyed and in amazement, his mother licked her way down his shaft, to his balls, and then rimmed his ass with her warm, wet tongue. Dan felt a shiver go up his back as his own mother licked his ass, and then punctured his hole.
Dan had never felt so vulnerable and turned on in his life. He grabbed his legs and held them in place as Amy stroked his cock while licking his puckered hole.
She looked up and saw the ecstasy on her son's face – his eyes clamped shut and his mouth wide open. "You like that, don't you?"
"Feels so good," Dan whispered, barely able to speak.
She smiled and slipped her index finger in her mouth and then, as she took his cock between her lips, gently pushed her finger up his ass.
"Jesus! Oh, fuck," Dan growled.
As Amy bobbed her head on his throbbing cock, she fingered his hole, caressing his prostate. It took only a half-dozen thrusts before Dan felt a tingling sensation in his fingers and toes and his cock pulse inside his mother's mouth. He clutched at the seat and twisted his body as he felt the first wave hit him. Dan yelled out as he felt each and every powerful convulsion, his muscles clenched around his mother's finger as line after line of his seed shot down her throat. He yelled out again as another wave of convulsions racked his body and his cock twitched between his mother's lips, coaxing every last drop out of him.
When he was finally finished, Amy slowly released him and licked the remaining drops of cum from the head of his aching cock. "That's my good boy," Amy said, kissing his softening member and falling back against the passenger seat in exhaustion
As Amy drove home, her thoughts drifted to her daughter and the email she had sent. She decided she would reply tonight and set her plan in motion to gain dominance over her daughter. Seducing her son had awoken a side of her that had lay dormant since she was married. She had enjoyed submitting to Jessica but recent developments made her realize she had to reassert herself as the head of the household. The video she made would help make it happen; it would let her daughter know that she didn't answer to her and that she was willing to do what she wasn't – namely give Dan what he's wanted all along. Although she liked being a slut for Dan, she knew she was in control of the relationship; Jessica would need to acquiesce and follow suit if she wanted to continue having a sexual relationship with her. That night, Amy wrote her daughter and told her she was free the following weekend; she asked her to come alone, and that she would be happy to host her roommate next time, but she needed to talk with her in private.