First Time with Phil

"How was it for you. Martin, I am so relieved that at last you have had the courage to come out.!" I was still shy to let John know my leanings, me always having believed he was straight, but since I discovered he had my leanings we were that much closer.

"It was good, John was the best, he knew just how nervous I was too, but he was the perfect teacher" "Tell me more, Martin asked me being very inquisitive like." "How do you mean, you want to know all?" "Well I am on a learning bend too, and would love to know, yes. Do you mind, Martin?"

I began that at first I just could not believe I had arranged to meet Phil in his caravan, like we arranged online. But he was just as attractive to me as he seemed to be on the Web cam and after we'd broken the ice and chatted a bit, him wanting to know all about me, if I'd ever - well you know - participated in a homo sexual relationship before - and when I said hadn't he was absolutely thrilled saying it would be nice to initiate a virgin.

I suppose the most bazaar thing was when he introduced me to Freddy, that is what he called it, it just seemed so strange to think I was touching it like he'd asked me to." "How was it, how did it seem to you, were you put off like?

"At first I didn't know how I felt, until he asked me to squeeze, to get the feel of it 0 thaty I'f must have had plenty of experience with my own, but me telling him doing it to someone else was quite different, and then he said:- exactly because you can't anticipate the next more, that's the exiting thing, like what I am doing now,,, he stretched it right back, it was scary at first, I had never seen another guys cock let alone feel it - it was big and long, linger than mine and had a very thick head which seemed so red, he was flicking it with his finger tips, it was then I got the whiff of it, I guess I'd sniffed my own many times, that certain pungency about it, the smell of ripe cock he said it was.

It took me a time to get into the swing of handling it, doing the things he wanted me to do with it. And it felt different too, I mean feeling someone else's, more flexible than I imagined with that bend in the middle.

"It was strange really how quickly I grew accustomed to this new experience and I was so relieved to realise that I was enjoying, especially when he touched me and we both participated in mutual masturbation, that was really lovely, John and the feeling was fantastic. He soon had me ripe and when for the first time I felt him deep suck me I was in another world.

"I suspected he would want me to do the same but nervously I held back, still little shy and nervous even though he was having a good old time with mine - and as he spread my ass cheeks apart and started to finger my back passage I knew then what it was all about, and anticipated what was to come, and do you know? I actually got excited about it, he was a great lover and knew exactly how to turn me on, all equipped with lubricant too as his fingers sunk neatly into me giving me all sorts of wonderfully wild sensations I adored." "And did you have oral with him, Martin?" "I did" "Was it nice, I mean did you find it easy to do?"

I looked at John, saw how his eyes were looking raunchy. I went all the way and told him what he wanted to hear.

"The scent of him actually prompted me to take it into my mouth, John said for me to take it steady, just chill and enjoy a first experience I would remember forever, he kept referring to Freddy (his cock) and what Freddy liked, how he liked it and when I'd. made hi ripe he would give me the most wonderfully first time experience I could ever have imagined..

"From that very first moment I felt and tasted cock in my mouth I was addicted, it was absolutely sensational, feeling the brand new experience of it actually pulsing against my tongue as I wrapped my tongue around the head and touched his p-hole with the tip, causing John to moan, to tell me just how good that was. I took time to get used to the idea of sucking cock, he explained to me how to hold my breath and take cock into my thought and by the time I'd finished I was a convert in the art of deep throat sucking. I remember later how I still had the taste of him in my throat and ir was something special, to think that at last I had been initiated and was well and truly converted.

"We both enjoyed taking each other in our mouth's, sucking stroking and balling simultaneously, it was wonderful and I was well and truly ready for his fuck, much more than I ever thought I would be, I didn't feel apprehensive or nervous any more, I just wanted the feel of hard cock deep into my aching ass.

"And when he actually did take me, John it really was so lovely, I was thinking why on earth did I not come out before, that I had missed so much, and by the time Phil was in full penetration, pumping me for all it was worth, it felt so wonderfully gratifying and natural. He fucked me good, took me in different positions, but favourite of all was me bending on all fours, feeling his mouth suck me out before he pushed Freddy deep in to me, feeling the throb of him inside, the wonderfully satisfying feeling when occasionally he paused, taking a breath before the next firm fucking, letting me feel his throb inside me, that was really something special, sp much so that for hours later it seemed as though he was still up inside and all the feelings were there.

"When he saw me off, I felt so good, it was like I was a guy complete at last, I felt so right and good with the world and just so much look forward to seeing Phil again soon"

"So pleased for you, I really am, you are a good mate, Martin - perhaps I shall find my lucky guy Huh?"

"Sure you will and when you do, you will be the happiest guy in the world, John. The thing is just to accept what you are, don't worry what others think, you will be missing out otherwise, just be yourself and feel the pleasure."