Just Being with James...

If I tried to put it right I was betting the wrong horse, Terry had done with me and that was that, finito!

But I pined for his touch that I missed so very much and my dreams took me to a new crescendo nearly every night when I could not get the satisfaction Terry always gave me his all so deep inside and mentally too.

But James barked that there are always plenty more fish in the sea and no one is irreplaceable. I could not agree with him on that score though because as I said, Terry knew me through and through so there could never be anyone like him for me.

"You'll get over it, mark my word" James said trying to console me, "time is a great healer."

At the time I thought nothing could be less true, that I would never ever get over Terry, and yet having said that, just James' concern seemed to impress me, to draw us together, he asking me almost every day in the office how I was.

Given a month or so I realized that James, dear James was important to me. I realised too that he had a soft spot for me else he would not have been so concerned about my welfare.

Now I am thinking just how daft I was, that everything in life has a meaning and a reason why, I felt then the reason why Terry left me was unwittingly to create and opening for a new relationship with wonderful James.

At last we somehow got together in more than just a formal way when previously it was only during office hours we spoke to each other, but the conversation became more intimate when he asked me to come to dinner at his place one night.

One thing led to another and I felt almost akin to James, I felt; "what have I been missing all the time I was with Terry" and soon discovered his fuck was equally as satisfying and stimulating.

His approach was different to in as much as I was thinking what was it about Terry anyway, I feel for James in a different way, I know each is to his own but with James, well his fuck was much more meaningful and we enjoyed each other to the full, not like it was with Terry, a quick foreplay and then to it, on the bed on all fours, tied with handcuffs to the bedstead or whatever! I loved his fuck of course I did, there was something about being taken with force in a subservient way, but now I was enjoying a different kind of loving, James' kind of loving which was absolutely divine.

And there was also something about our having mutual oral sex that was very loving and extremely satisfying, After we had sucked each other mutually and sublimely, he loved to French kiss me before entry so that we could both enjoy the taste of each other having both reached a gorgeous strong and uplifting climax, feeling his energy spurt into my mouth and holding it there inside until we kissed, sharing that nectar divine which really was the perfect build up to his so wondrous deep throbbing fuck deep inside me until I moaned with ecstasy, feeling his thrust deep into me, his hand cradling my balls as he fucked me, and me urging him to fuck and suck me stupid, being bent across the arm of the settee, how he liked me, ass perched up high for his enjoyment of me, having felt his busy tongue rim and explore me there between my outstretched cheeks, he tasting and licking my all and moaning just how good I was.

The feeling he gave me, physically and mentally was out of this world and I began to think of him much more than ever I did with Terry. He does things to me I could never have imagined, he simply loves to suck cock to the extreme paying great concentration to what had become humorously known as the job in hand. And when it comes to my turn, he loves to lay back, chill out, as I give him all the best I know in the oral department and he is really delicious, he has a cock like I have never seen, nice and bulbous at the end which I live to tease and feel in my mouth until I enjoy the taste of his pre-cum seeping through that well sucked p-hole divine, he is yum-yum and I will never get tired of all the sniffing, the licking and tasting of each other as I feel his cock grown inside my mouth until it seems to want to burst through my stretched cheeks and then I imagine that very shortly the cock that I am tasting and feeling the bulk of as it moves and throbs in my throat, will soon be making its mark deep into my ass.- then letting his sweet hard cock cum all over my ass hole which is wonderful to feel, I am then being all ass for him as he licks and sucks me everywhere afterwards, and then, not satisfied with that he spurts me with cream and locks it all off which is something I have never before experienced and guys, it feels really good, it made me feel I belong and I am wanted in every way, and I simply could not resist doing the same with him, and everything I may have thought repulsive with Terry seemed right and perfect to do with Terry, he showed me how he liked me to do things to him, like tying him off with a red ribbon, enabling him to hold back while I gave him a real good rubbing and wanking, and stretching his ass cheeks wide apart to experience my very first taste of asshole which I loved very much and it was just another thing that drew us so very intimately towards each other, and the spanking too, yes he loves that, bent over my knee and sometimes on all fours bare backed, and I so love to see his ass wobble as I spank and watch it change to rosy reed, - that really gets him going in a way that he fucks me even more, thrusting in and out of me like a piston engine which afterwards I feel it is still working inside me, and it feels so wonderfully numb and good, having been fucked so firm and so hard until we both reach that wonderful climax together

In fact it has all been so wonderful that we decided to move in with each other and each night after work we share the ongoing pleasure just being with James and enjoying each other in every way.