Love and Cuck

All my life I have tried to avoid confrontation, I always shied away when someone put me to the test. The end result of this has made me a doormat for everyone in my life. My job, my mirage, and everything else in my life run's me. I never seem to have a choice anymore to make a decision for myself.

It was little surprise to me when I came home early one day and saw a strange car parked in my driveway. You have heard this story before and know where it leads, I walk up the stairs to my bedroom following the odious noise of love making, I don't kick open the door like a man and thrash the bastard screwing my wife. I merely ease in, and stand at the foot of the bed, as quiet as a mouse I stood there watching my wife with another.

She hardly gives me a glance and continues with her lover on top of her, he glances over his shoulder and sees me, startled for a second.

"Don't worry about him" she says, "he's harmless" she giggles.

They go on with we watching, like I'm not even in the room, He has her legs up around her ears fucking her with long deep strokes, her eyes were fixed on his, whispering to him, "oh yes yes, fuck me harder baby, you feel so good inside me", He was a large black man, a bit heavy set, as he came up and down on her, his large balls slapped agent her ass. He sped up his strokes and pushed her legs up against the pillows.

"That's it baby I want you to cum in me, I want your cum inside me," she whispered to him.

He then gave one final hard thrust into her and held there grunting, I could see the cum starting to leak out of her and down her ass. He pulled out and fell off to the side out of breath.

"Dam white woman, you are one hell of a fuck!" he panted out.

Her lover didn't hang around long once he was done, my wife whispered into his ear and they giggled around for a few minutes. He then got up and dressed.

"She's all yours bub."

Was all he said as he brushed past me on the way out. Once gone Beth patted the bed next to her inviting me to come lay next to her.

"I'm sorry you had to see that Tommy, but surly you have known for a wyle that something was going on?"

I told her that I have had my suspicions, but figured that it was best not to say anything, I didn't want to break up our mirage over some fling.

"You see honey," she began, "I'm just not getting everything I need as a woman in this little mirage of ours, you need to be more of a man, you need to show me you love me and will do anything to take care of me."

I stared down at my hands, unable to look her in the eyes.

"But Beth I do love you, its just I don't know how to show it, I'm so afraid of disappointing you I never want to make waves and chance loosening you."

Ever since we first met years ago she has made the decisions in our relationship, from where and what we eat to where we live, Beth has always been there to call the shots. She reached up and caressed the back of my head,.

"You see dear, that just isn't enough,"

She pulled my neck around forcing me to look her in the eye.

"If your not going to wear the pants around here I'll find someone who will," she barked out.

Jerking me back down to the bed, she sprang up on her knees, and crawled up to my face, pinning me there with her legs.

"Its time for you to learn your new place around here," She spat.

She lowered her hands down and pulled apart her sloppy wet pussy. The smell of sex filled my head and I knew at once what she had in mind.

"Do you see this? It's the cum of a real man, a man that isn't afraid to take what he wants."

She nudged closer to my nose I could see his cum pooled at the entrance of her womb. "If your going to act like a sissy then I'm going to treat you like one," she screamed as she smothered my face with her gaping hole.

I hadn't eaten pussy much in the three years we had been married, usually it let to Beth getting angry that I wasn't doing it right. She would yell and curse at my feeble attempts at pleasing her, eventually grabbing me by the back of the head and directing me where she wanted me.

The same was with her when we fucked, "if you could call it that." there was little I could do to please her, usually she would end up on top grinding herself on me getting herself off.

Now she had me right where she wanted me, she ground herself onto my face like a wild animal, smearing the fresh spunk all over my face.

"Get in there and eat what he has left for you, you little sissy fagot," she screamed.

I started licking the inside of her cunt, it was all I could do to keep from gagging on what was coming out of her. It was a totally different experience than eating her out before, the mixture of his cum and her pussy juices combined together to make a salty metallic sweet taste. I couldn't believe the woman I loved was force feeding me another mans spunk, bad enough she let him cum inside of her, squirting his dirty seed inside the one place that was supposed to be mine and mine alone.

What if he got her pregnant I thought as I swallowed, I could be stuck raising some strangers kid, that cant happen it thought as I started greedily digging my tongue into her. I'll get every last drop of this stuff out of her I'll protect what's mine even if I cant stand up to her I won't let her have another mans child.

"That's it sissy, I think your starting to like the taste of cum aren't you," she yelled.

She ground herself onto my tongue, the combined juices ran down my throat, strangely I was starting to enjoy it. Wildly I pulled my arms free from under her and wrapped them around her legs pulling her tighter onto my face.

"OH GOD THAT'S A GOOD SISSY BOY, YOUR MAKING ME CUM," she yelled as she started to buck.

Her body tensed up as she started to gush from her slit, I ate the sweet juice in mouthfuls, having never seen a woman squirt before I wasn't sheer what was going on, I just swallowed what she had to give me and never let up.

She fell off of me satisfied with my efforts for the first time in our marriage.

"A sissy like you should eat cum from my pussy every day, I'll see what I can do to make sure you never have to do without."

She smeared at me as she got up out of the bed. She walked over to her dresser and got her robe off the hook on the wall. She really was a beauty to thirty four years old she was at the sexual prime of her life, and I wasn't enough for her, when we were younger and she didn't know any better all was fine, but now that she is wise in the ways of men and sex she knows there is more out there to be had there is no way I'm going to be able to keep her happy.

I'm going to have to get used to the idea of someone else helping me out in the bedroom. We had dated for many years before we got married, she always said that mirage was a failed institution, and that we would be better off just being friends until we were ready to move on to something else, but I worked hard and bought us a good home to get us off to a good start in life. I kept at it and she eventually gave in and agreed to marry me on the condition that if she ever wanted out I would let her go without any argument.

This of course added to my already present inability to put my foot down and run the house as the man of the family. I guess it was just a matter of time before she took total control of everything, I really have no one to blame but myself.

She stood there with her robe open fixing her mussed hair in the mirror, her beautiful full 33c breasts hung down ever so slightly and giggled back and forth as she brushed her long brown hair, It was one of the hardest things in the world to come to the realization that I was trapped, there was no way I could give her up, she meant to much to me, to me she was a goddess standing there in our bedroom.

She picked out a frilly pair of pink panties and walked over to me with them hanging between her fingers.

"I think its time we lay out some rules, take off your cloths and put these on sissy."

I stripped off my cloths and took the panties and easing them on trying not to rip the delicate fabric.

"There that looks better, a proper sissy always wears pretty pink panties, you will wear only what I pick you for you, when you get home from work tomorrow I will have a complete set of underwear for you, and a few other surprises" she grinned. "You will address me as mommy, and will do exactly as you are told at all times, if you disobey me in any way you will be punished, is that understood?"

"Yes mommy," I answered.

"Turn around and bend over facing the bed," she ordered.

I turned and did as I was told. She pulled my new panties down to my knees and started rubbing her finger around my asshole.

"You like that don't you sissy" she said as she worked a finger into me.

I felt a cold liquid run down the crack of my ass.

"We'll get you loosened up for some fun tomorrow night, you'll be able to take my whole fist before I'm done with you sissy. Stretching this tight little asshole of yours will be my now hobby. I'll fuck you in the ass so hard you will swear you were born a woman."

She forced more and more of her finger into me, two fingers, three, four, she turned and pushed as hard as she could trying to force her hand into me.

"We will get you there, before long I will be able to slide my hand up in you without using any lube, and you will beg me for more," she barked.

She played with my ass for over an hour then ordered me to clean up and get ready for bed. Before I was allowed to come back to bed for the night I had to shave every hair off my body from the neck down, slick as a whistle my legs and ass felt like silk when I came to bed. She lay there in her tank top and panties, seeing me she motioned for me to join her. I lay down next to her and she pulled me up next to her, we slept together hardly stirring , with one of her hands on my neck and the other with her middle finger up my ass. She whispered into my ear, "tomorrow I take your cherry."