I should explain. I had never before seen another erect male penis in the flesh and I had never seen another man with a woman. Of course I'd seen it on video but that is different. Here the act was being performed inches from me. I began to realise that I had something of the voyeur in me. I also realised that I had enjoyed seeing Kate with Toni in her mouth and that I might, probably would, enjoy seeing him with her. Not only were these ideas exciting they were frightening as well. Did they affect the way I felt about Kate? I knew for certain that we would have to discuss this. Now I just watched as Gina began to enjoy the feeling of fucking her husband.
She lowered herself slowly down. Her face was a picture of pure pleasure as his cock found it's true home in her tight pussy – well I assume it was tight anyway! It was clear she wasn't a 'true' virgin as there didn't appear to be any real discomfort as she finally settled down on his loins. Her eyes were closed and her tiny tongue repeatedly licked her lips. Toni? Well Toni was absolutely still. I think he was afraid to move, especially as he thought it was Kate on top of him. Now Kate motioned to Gina and she began to bump up and down on his cock. She was using him then, using him for her pleasure. Pleasure increased by the knowledge that her love, her husband, was taking her virginity. Kate, still holding Toni's cock at the base, knelt up and whispered in Gina's ear then smiled at me and stood. Gina leaned forward now and undid the blindfold. Toni's face was a picture as he saw her and realised what was happening. Unable to control his reactions, he thrust up into her as they kissed but, he told be later, to his surprise he was able to control himself. It was as if, he said, Kate was still holding his cock at the base. He used that idea for a long time to control himself.
Chapter 30:*The first night: With Kate afterwards
Straight sex/Description of oral/oral (both)/Some mild anal play/Straight sex.
Kate, meanwhile, had stood and was whispering in my ear, one hand clasping my cock, "Oh fuck Mike, I need that. Need that inside me now." Well, to be honest, I needed it inside her too!
We quickly rushed next door and she lay on the bed, her arms reaching for me. No doubts in my mind now, I loved her and I wanted her. She opened her legs and I climbed between then, leaning forward, planted my erection at her vagina and pushed forward.
A long, drawn out, "Ooooohhhhh fucking hell," was followed by, "Oh god I like that," as I filled her with a pretty stiff cock.
"Oh yes, yes, yes. Oh fuck me Mike, I need you to fuck me." So I did. Long, deep strokes, shorts stabs, sideways, up and down but I couldn't last for long.
"God Kate. Fuck!! I love you." This last breathlessly as I began to fill her with spunk.
"Aaaaggghhh," she cried, "yes fill me with it. Oh god!" He legs came up and gripped me like a vice and her hands pulled my head down to her mouth where she almost devoured me. Her kisses were intense, powerful, and full of desire. I continued to fuck her right through both our orgasms enjoying the feeling of her body encompassing mine. God, just at that moment I wanted to fuck her forever. It was a moment of sublime pleasure as we connected absolutely in the joy of our combined orgasms.
As it ended I rolled sideways and lay for a moment then I became aware that she was crying. Lots of things were going on now and I was pretty scared myself. I rolled onto one arm and, looking down at her, caressed her cheek. "What is it Kate? Don't cry."
"Oh Mike, Mike, I'm so sorry. You saw. Oh god I'm sorry!" She flung her arms around me and sobbed on my shoulder. Another example of this vulnerability that I've found woman can show after a powerful orgasm.
"It's all right love, really. It's all right." I knew I had to tell her. "I liked it." She looked up in surprise, tears subsiding. "Now I'm sorry," I said softly, "but I have to be honest love. It excited me. Oh it did other things but, over all, I enjoyed seeing you like that," I had to be honest, "seeing you with his cock in your mouth." Saying this, being truthful, honest, I began to feel despair myself. What was this doing to me, to us.
"Oh bloody hell Kate, I'm confused. Kate, oh Kate I bloody love you – honestly. This doesn't change anything." I felt desperate now. How would she feel now I'd said this, told her I enjoyed seeing her with another man. Now she could see how this was affecting me and it calmed her.
"Did you, did you really? You didn't mind?"
"Oh heck Kate, I don't know how I felt when I came in. I was shocked, angry, excited, pleased . . ."
"Pleased?"
"Well, oh I don't know, not exactly pleased. Its difficult. It was what you wanted and you seemed to be happy and I want you to be happy. Then I started to think about him and you together, you know, properly and it excited me. Kate I don't know how to feel, all I know is that I'm scared and that I love you and can't stand the thought of losing you."
Now she was in command again, as she usually was when I started to have all these doubts. "Mike love, you won't ever lose me. I love you." She smiled sadly, "He wasn't you, you know. Oh hell it was exciting and I wanted him, still want him, but he's not you. You must understand love, no one will ever replace you. Anyway," she went on, "I made a decision in there with him." I raised my eyebrows. "Yes. Mike it was strange for me. I wanted him but I was scared of how you'd feel but it was so strong and you'd said OK. Now, oh love I don't know how I feel, a bit guilty I suppose. I decided that, if they don't want to go on, I don't want to do this any more. Swap that is, swing. Mike, it's too difficult, too dangerous. Feelings, emotions, all mixed up.
"I thought of you with Gina. Oh Mike, it's like you. I wanted to see it, to watch you with her. But I do like them both Mike," she smiled, "He was so nice, so considerate, apologetic."
"Apologetic?"
"Mmm." Then seriously, "Can I tell you Mike, is it OK to talk about it?"
I laughed, "Of course love, I'm interested to hear."
She pecked my cheek. "I undressed him first. He was hard Mike," she giggled girlishly, "he's not as long as you but a bit fatter. Then I took my blouse and skirt off. He couldn't take his eyes off me."
I laughed, "I'm not bloody surprised wearing that lot."
"Stop it beast," she said as I stroked her breasts through the bra, "let me tell you what happened then I want you again. Is that all right?"
I kissed her lips, "All right, of course it's all right. Mind you, don't take too long!"
She laughed and we were back in control again. "I said to him, 'do you like what you see?' and he could hardly speak then, as I went to touch him, he came. Oh Mike it was funny and it was sad." She laughed softly, "He sprayed it everywhere, there was loads. He just couldn't stop himself. Then he was nearly in tears, angry with himself for his failure, well failure as he saw it. He started to berate himself, you know, say he was useless, no good, couldn't satisfy a woman. All that sort of thing."
"It must be difficult though love. Us blokes do worry about not being able to keep our women satisfied," I laughed, "particularly ones as lovely as you and Gina."
She laughed and stroked my cheek, "Flatterer! You are only after one thing!"
"True," I said with a laugh, "very true indeed. What happened then?" She looked uncertain. "No love, it's all right. Go on, I want to hear."
"Well, Joy said that there were two problems, one physical and one mental. Because it keeps happening his confidence is shot. He doesn't think he'll be able to hold on so he doesn't even try. That's the first problem. Joy reckons that's the most important. I had to try to show him that he could control himself with a little help at first and then, later, on his own.
"First I held him tight and kissed him, telling him how much I liked him regardless. Saying he'd be OK with a little practice. I made him lie on the bed then I blindfolded him. Joy said that helps to focus his mind on his own body not his partners. Mike, oh I'm sorry," she was sad again, "but . . . oh dear, I made love to him, kissed him, his body watching his cock all the time." She laughed, "He doesn't lack anything where stamina is concerned because he was hardening already. He's a bit like you in that respect," she added with sexy smile, "I don't think that Gina will ever be without!"
I laughed again, feeling much easier as she told me what happened. My hand wandered over her breasts as I said, "You, madam, are a sexy minx and, in a little while, you are going to get fucked!"
"Not before I suck some cock," she said with a smile and lick of her lips, "or before you make love to me. You do want to don't you," she added with a sexy pout. I made a grab for her, she knew the effect of a pout!
"No beast, wait," then sadly, "I need to tell you Mike. Please." I nodded with a smile. "As soon as he started to get hard I stopped him the way Joy and you showed me. He seemed really surprised that I could do that. But now he needed to cum again. Joy said to get him to cum a couple of times so the third would be less demanding. Mike, oh Mike love, I wanted to suck his cock, taste him, taste his cum." She looked away then, as I turned her head back, I could see tears forming again in her eyes.
I held her tight stroking her back and shushing her as she began to cry softly into my shoulder. Time now to stop and take stock.
"Kate love, Kate listen to me!" I pulled away, took her face gently in my hands, and stared into her eyes. "Kate you don't have to cry. Don't feel guilty. Kate I made love to Gina, wanted her, would have taken her had she been available. We can't do this if we have to suffer guilt all the time." She stopped crying and her eyes widened as I spoke. "Kate, I love you. Nothing, nothing on earth will ever change that. What you do, men, women, nothing. Kate love, I live for you, you must know that." I was bearing my soul to her because I didn't want her to feel guilty. I wanted her to be happy and part of that was what we were doing now.
"I know you want him. I don't mind," I smiled, "I want Gina. Love, we've gone this far and there is no turning back now. I like them love, like them both." Now she raised her eyebrows quizzically, regaining some of her poise. "No, silly, not like that. He's a nice guy and I think he'll be good for you. Gina's a lovely girl turning into a woman and I think she'll be good for me." I took a deep breath. "Kate love, I'm glad you said you didn't want to go on if this didn't work out." She looked surprised. "It's just, well with him it seems 'right' if that makes sense. Just now, well . . ." this was difficult, "just now it looked OK. You looked happy until you started to feel guilty. You mustn't love." I held her tight again. "We're going to do it sweetheart. If they want to we'll do the whole bit and we won't feel guilty. OK?"
She pulled away and smiled, "I love you beast," and kissed me. "No guilt then. I sucked him Mike sucked his cock like I do yours, like I'm going to do in a minute. He tasted different, I was surprised. Does Gina taste different from me?"
"Mmm," I said with a smile, "but I like yours better."
"And I like yours. There was loads of pre-cum Mike, tons, and I could taste his spunk from before." As she was saying this, quite bluntly, she was watching for any negative reaction but I wasn't bothered. In fact I was enjoying her telling me this.
"I sucked him for quite a while, poor man, but I wouldn't let him cum."
"I know the feeling," I said laughing, "he must have felt as if his balls were going to explode."
She laughed back, easy now after my words of support. "They did I think. He was moaning in the end and his balls were like rocks." She smiled, "I took him in Mike, sucked, and let him go." Her eyes met mine, "He filled my mouth love, filled it with his spunk."
I kissed her, "Just like I'm going to fill it later," I said with a lecherous smile.
She pouted outrageously, picking up my playful acceptance of her first mouthful of another man's cum (I didn't know about Geoff – I never asked and she never told me). "But I thought you were going to fuck me?"
"I am but I'm going to cum in your mouth – just like a porn film," I added with a smile. "I'll fuck you doggy then whip it out and you can spin round and suck the spunk for my cock, draining my balls!" You can see I was getting hot now. So could she – she could feel my erection.
"Ooohhh, yes please but I'll suck it first as well! Mike love, I swallowed it, swallowed it for me really; he couldn't see. You understand?" I nodded. "I felt so sorry for him and I wanted to . . . well reward him I suppose for doing this but I couldn't so I swallowed it and rewarded myself. Does that sound silly?"
"No," I said with a smile, "it sounds like my lovely wife Kate."
She smiled back, "Well, when it was all done this time, not quite so much, he softened a bit and I crawled up and kissed him with his spunk in my mouth. He must have tasted it but he didn't say anything, just kissed me back and held me. Oh Mike, he was so full of apologies, sorry for cumming again but it explained to him that I'd wanted him to, that it was nice, and that I had just swallowed his cum. He was so . . . grateful I suppose. He held me tight and we kissed again and, oh Mike, I wanted him then, wanted him badly you know."
"I know," I said, "I felt like that about Gina. One word and I would have. I think we like these two a lot love."
"Mmm, I think we do. Anyway, I told him I was going to suck him again before, you know . . ."
"He thought he was going to fuck you?"
"Mmm," she laughed, "quite flattering really because he was hard almost straight away. Oh my! Just like you," she added as she grabbed my cock tightly. "Ooohhh this feels good, just right!"
"Enough," I said with a laugh, "finish telling me." She pouted and let go.
"Beast!! I sucked him hard again with my hand holding him off then you came in. I was surprised, why I don't know because I knew you were coming in, then I was frightened. Scared of what you might think and feel. Then I was excited because you were seeing me with him." She was quiet again so I smiled, kissed her, and stroked her cheek. "But it's all right now, everything is all right."
With that she kissed me back and pushed my down on the bed, "Time to suck that lovely cock of yours." So she did maintaining one hand on sentry duty all the while!
She started by licking my erection up and down like a stick of rock before taking the head inside that warm, wet paradise of her mouth and sucking. "Oh shit Kate, bloody hell," was all I could manage as I thrust up into her.
"oonnt ooo are!" she mumbled around my cock continuing to wash the head with her tongue. Now she probed the tiny hole with the tip of her tongue, sucking all the while – gorgeous! She had this way of sucking only the head. She'd suck hard then blow, filling her cheeks with air. Doing this in quick succession, it feels like your cock is being masturbated by her mouth, not just sucked. I've 'taught' Miranda how to do it and she enjoys it almost as much as I do.
Kate was happy to do this for a while, her free hand either playing with my balls or wanking the rest of my cock. I just lay there in this nirvana of pleasure knowing she wouldn't let me cum. It seemed as close to heaven as one could get. After a while she changed to 'bite' mode. This meant gently nipping the whole length of my cock with her teeth, her tongue following behind. She did this from the base to the tip, concentrating here for a while, nipping all round the sensitive cockhead.
"Fucking hell Kate, that is good!"
She looked up and smiled, "I like your cock better than his," she said, "it fits better."
I laughed, "Everywhere?"
She pouted, "I don't know do I, I haven't had him everywhere yet." That last word conjured up images of him fucking her pussy and her arse and it excited me. She noticed and looked up.
"What is it?"
I smiled sadly, "I'm sorry love but that 'yet' made me think of him, you know . . ."
"No," she said innocently, teasing me of course.
"All right, made me think of him fucking you front and back!"
"That excites you?"
"Yes love, I'm sorry but it does."
"Good," she said with a smile, "because the idea of him doing it to me excites me as well." Then she added with a sexy smile, "Almost as much as the idea of me watching you fuck Gina in the front and back as well!"
Well, of course, the idea of that excited me as well and she noticed that. She did have hold of my cock after all.
"So you want to then?" she asked gently wanking me.
"Want to what?" I said playing her game.
She pouted, "You want to fuck Gina's pussy and arse?"
"Yes," I said with a smile, "but not as much as I want to fuck yours!"
"Good boy! You can fuck my pussy tonight but not my arse. Perhaps tomorrow night. Ooohhh," she said as my cock spasmed in her grip, "I can see that you like that idea! Now, back to sucking this lovely cock!"
So she did but now she concentrated on my balls sucking and licking each in turn before taking them gently into her mouth. Then her tongue lower, across my perineum to my anus. She didn't touch it then and that surprised me but I was in for a bigger surprise because, without warning, her mouth covered my cock and sucked, her hand wanked me, and she let go of the base. Surprised, I had no control and began to cum almost straight away. She let a couple of pulses go then clamped down again with her fingers.
"Bugger Kate," I said breathlessly, "hell that was good but it bloody hurts now!"
She looked up with my spunk dribbling from the corner of her mouth. She did this on purpose because she knew how much I liked seeing it.
"I wanted to taste you but I want you to be ready again. Can you?" she said after swallowing her present.
"Hell, Kate. I'll do my best. Now come here and let me kiss you."
"No, I haven't finished yet," and, with that, she bent her head to take my cock into her mouth again. Softer now, after my cum, the head was so, so sensitive.
"Bugger Kate, oh fuck," I managed to shout breathlessly. "God, be careful." She knew however, and she didn't suck at all, just washed the head in saliva with her soft tongue. Then she licked down the soft shaft and across my balls, then lower still.
"Legs up," she said and I knew, with a frisson of excitement, what she was going to do. I did it to her often enough but she seldom did the same to me. I wasn't because she didn't like doing it, she did, but boy did it set me on fire. So she knew now, that just having cum, I'd probably be OK for a while. Her tongue slid past my balls and across that sensitive area below. Then she was there. I shivered as I felt her tongue tickle my anus and lick around the tight muscle.
"Oh fuck Kate, Kate. Jesus." Now she had found my arsehole and her tongue pressed for entry so I relaxed. It was, and is, an exquisite feeling when the woman you love's tongue enters your arse. She was enjoying herself now, fucking my arse with her tiny tongue. I was used to having attention paid to my arse by both Angela and mum, and Kate had continued that. After a while she lifted her head and her tongue was replaced by a finger that she pushed past the muscle.
"Do you like that?" she said as she gently finger fucked my arsehole, "do you want some more? Tomorrow you can have mine." Then a great big pout, "I wish I had a stiff cock for you. When we get home I think I'll treat you to a nice dildo and then you can fuck me with it inside. Is that all right?"
"Jesus Kate – careful or you won't get fucked tonight!"
"Better stop then hadn't I?" and she withdrew her finger, kissed my hardening cock, and lay beside me. "My turn now," she said with a pout, "make love to me."
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