True Love Ch. 06

Purchasing the condoms felt a little weird. The guy behind the counter gave me a look that. The look said he thought I was a slut for having sex with guys with big dicks. Oh little did he know. In truth I don't know why I bought them in the first place. I had no intentions of using them, but I had them just in case Alex had different feelings. I also got some normal ones in case Bobby was wrong or if Alex needed them. I decided against the dildo as well and I would just use my fingers. Now I needed to grab some lingerie and some candles for the room. Everything was going to be perfect. The only true lingerie store in the mall was Frederick's and that was perfect. I wanted to feel sexy and nothing said sexy like slutty lingerie, maybe that's just me?

"Hello miss, welcome to Frederick's. If there is anything you need just give me a holler, my name's Violet." She went back to sorting the hangars after her, what must be, mandatory introduction.

I wanted to feel sexy underneath my clothes during dinner and so I started looking for slutty bras. My attention was distracted by all the sexy clothes around me, but was soon drawn to the corsets. There were simple zip up ones that looked like and actually were fairly cheap, but I didn't want cheap. I wanted quality and soon found myself picking through a row of traditional strung corsets. I particularly had my eye on a sultry white one with blue lace accents. It looked perfect, not too much and would match perfectly with my lightly tanned skin. I kept searching through the stack but was disappointed when I couldn't find one in my size.

"Violet, is it possible that you have one of these in a 34B?"

"We just got those in, I'll go check the back." She left for only minute and returned with the one I wanted. "You said 34B and here it is. Do you want me to hold on to it while you continue to look, or do you wanna try it on now?"

"Oooh, thank you so much, and yes if you could onto it please. I need to find some bottoms." Yes yes yes yes! Score one for Sam. Alright, now I need some white matching panties.

"Might I suggest some white leg stockings and these matching bottoms? The bottoms have the same color accents and the stockings would match with the garters that come on the corset."

"Violet, you are a lifesaver! I love you. That would be perfect. I'll just try these on."

"Miss..."

"Sam,"

"Sam, if you're gonna try on the corset you are probably gonna need some help tying it up in the back. Would you like some assistance?" Oh no, I didn't think of that.

"Ummm, if you would please?"

"Of course Sam, right this way."

Once in the changing room I started to remove my sweatshirt and t-shirt. When I removed my shirt I was greeted with the gasp of Violet upon her appraisal of my body. She complimented my fitness and felt her eyes trail over my body. She undid my bra for me and I felt myself shiver from the contact of her hands on my back. I had to be careful not to get aroused in sweatpants. They never did hide my secret well.

"You have beautiful breasts. Very perky. Sorry, my hands might be a little cold."

When bringing the corset around my torso she let the back of her hands trail along my nipples and I shivered once again, but this time from a spike of arousal. She was starting to turn me on. She went to work expertly on each string and started pulling them tight. When they were all secure but not tightened she reached around to adjust it on my bust.

"Just have to adjust it a little and make sure it's straight."

Her hands grabbed at my chest and I tried my best not to moan. I felt another part of me start to stiffen and could feel the fabric of my sweats start to shift. I started to move my hands down to hide my arousal, but was stopped by Violet.

"Keep your arms out straight. I need to ensure it is tightened properly."

"Ok..." I moaned under my breath.

Being told what to do turned me on even more. Violet was in control and she knew it all too well. She was very pretty. She had short black hair, her bangs covered one eye. The eye that I could see was green and very alluring with the heavy dark makeup she wore. Her skin was soft and milky white. It seemed to glow in the tenderly lit changing room. Her dark clothes only seemed to heighten the glow of her pale skin. She had a piercing on her bottom lip and one in her tongue as well. Her chest looked to be even smaller than my own, as well as her ass. She was skinny, very skinny, and it showed in her slender face. Her cheeks were slightly sunken and her jaw was narrow. She didn't look anorexic, but instead looked like a girl with very high metabolism. There was healthiness to her weight. Thoughts of destroying her small tiny pussy with my big cock filled my head as she continued to tighten the strings. I could see images of her screaming as I plowed into her again and again. I could lift her with ease and just pull her onto my dick and drive her into a world shattering orgasm right here, right now. She wouldn't resist. I wouldn't let her. Oh yes, she would beg me not to, but deep down I know she would want it. She would want to feel all of me, feel me cum deep inside of her.

"Sam, miss, hello? I'm finished. It fits perfectly. If you need anything else just let me know. I undid it enough that it should just slip off. I'll be up front if you're satisfied and want to purchase it."

What just happened? Did I just imagine everything? What is wrong with me? I looked down and my dick was making a noticeable tent in the front of my sweats. There was a definite bulge where there shouldn't be one. Maybe she was too busy with my corset to notice. I didn't bother trying on the panties. I know they'll fit. I waited for my bulge to go down and put my clothes back on before heading back out front to purchase the items.

"Thanks for shopping at Frederick's Sam." She handed me my bag.

"Thanks Violet." I felt confused. Had I imagined everything? Was it all in my head?

This day was getting to me. Teasing Alex all day has been horrible to my libido. I can't help but think of Bobby's words and how he said that it would hurt. It would kill me to put Alex through that kind of pain. What is wrong with me? I fantasize about causing pain to a woman I don't even know and then I feel horrible about what I wanna do tonight. It would be a miracle if I could make it through the day mentally intact.

*****

-Alex-

Waiting in the food court after dropping off the equipment was peaceful. The food court was in the middle of the mall and the entire ceiling was a massive collection of windows. The sun was free to shine through the slightly tinted glass and if you sat in the glow there was a warmth that spread over you. I had only been sitting for a few minutes before I saw Sam almost running around the mall to get to the food court. She was in a very fast walk and even elbowed a few people out of her way in her rush. I raised my hand above the crowd and called out to Sam. The people around me were starting to look up in alight alarm and I motioned for her to slow down. She shortened her steps and finally reached me. She nearly jumped into my, not even attempting to slow down before falling into my arms. She pulled me into a deep kiss and I became self-conscious with the people around us and pulled back.

"I missed you too sweetie. What has you in a hurry? Here, sit down." She sat down on my lap instead of the seat next to me.

"I have to tell you something baby." She had a look of serenity on her face and it put me at ease.

"What is it sweetie?"

"I ran into Bobby Turner earlier and he made me realize something about ourselves." The mention of Bobby had less of an impact with her in my arms. "We're still eighteen, and we're still young and inexperienced in life. I think we should find another way to earn money." I moved to speak, but was kindly stopped. "Baby, I love that you came up with a very creative idea, but it's not what we need right now. I'll help out in any way I can and we'll make it through college together. If you need to get a part-time job, then I will join you and we can do it together. Is it alright if we don't make porn together?"

"Sam, of course it is. I told you it was just an idea. I was having my doubts in the first place. We can just use the camera I bought for home movies." The price suddenly flashed in my head. "Really really really high definition home movies." She laughed.

"Oh yeah, my bad, we could still use it in the bedroom if you want or we could use it to film and work on your baseball mechanics."

"I would like that." We kissed. "I have to tell you though, when I bought the camera I ran into Jessica. My conversation wasn't as nearly as revolutionary as yours was with your ex. She was just as selfish as I remember, plus she got a bit chunky." Sam broke into an unstoppable laugh.

"Oh, wow, I always imagined her gaining weight after high school. I bet she was all over you too."

"Yeah, it was kinda awkward. I requested another salesperson and gave the commission to Josh."

"Who's Josh?" She sounded puzzled.

"Just some kid, you ready to get lunch? I'm starving."

"I thought you'd never ask."

-15-

Lunch was uneventful. We got some grilled chicken salads, extra chicken, and then walked around the mall for a little while. We walked by the electronics store and shared a good laugh at Jessica's expense. It seemed mean but we needed it and made sure that she didn't see the laughter. We stopped in a few stores and bought a few things for our dorm room. One of the things that we bought was a lava lamp, Sam's idea. She was always fascinated by them and was easily amused by the constant flow. Sam ended up buying my a training bat, it has a weight on the core and when you swing it flings the weight forward. She bought it to increase my bat speed. She called it an investment into our future, but she said it in that cute way that told me she did it just because she wanted to.

When we finished at the mall it was already past 4 by the time we got home. We dressed into our gym clothes and headed to the gym in town. It was a no nonsense kind of workout. I think Sam was lost in thoughts of tonight. Her face was far away and lacked the usual fierce concentration. She kept staring at the clock with a look of fear. I couldn't tell if she was nervous about tonight or couldn't wait for it to come fast enough. When I worked up a strong sweat I started to notice her gaze shift to watch me instead of the clock. I tried to just continue my reps, but do you know how hard that is when you have someone eating you alive with their eyes? Somehow I did though and we finished up after about 30 minutes and headed home.

Sam insisted that I shower and change first by myself. She also handed me an enema and insisted I use it. The details of which I'll leave out. I'll just say that it was a unique feeling. When I finished I decided to wear a simple black long-sleeve button up shirt with a grey sports jacket and a pair of khakis. I always hated the feeling of dressing up. I could never tell if I was dressed right or not. Sam usually just told me I looked fine, but I always felt like I was wearing the wrong color or style of something.

Sam wanted her outfit to be surprise. She wanted me to wait downstairs so she could have that classic cliche' slow walk down the stairs. When I heard the bathroom door finally open I felt I had been drifting away in my head for hours. In all actuality it had only been about 45 minutes. I stood up and stood of to the side of the stairs. The first thing I saw was a smooth muscled calf and a heeled foot. The high heel was the black strapped kind, the flip-flop looking one instead of the slipper kind. The next thing I saw was the glowing surface of her green dress. There was a high slip between her legs that showed a considerable amount of thigh with each new step. The dress itself was simple, no unneeded frills or folds. It was a sheet of green adorned on the body of a goddess. The fabric hugged her curves instead of draping over her and stopped right above her breasts, leaving just a small amount of cleavage showing. The dress made Sam's skin glow even more than usual and when her face came into view and saw the awe on my face she smiled. Her smile came through and lit up the room. Her face looked angelic. Her hair, which usually laid flat down her shoulders, was done up in a ball of curls and tail. The frame of her face was accented by the glow of diamond hoops on her ears. Knowing her parents, those rings probably cost more than some people spend on used cars. She was the picture of beauty and there was no one on Earth more stunning. I felt severely underdressed all of a sudden.

"You look amazing Sam, I, I'm speechless. You're so beautiful, I feel und..."

"Shhh, you look handsome sweetie. I'm glad you like my outfit. Shall we?"

Sam had a way of removing all worry or doubt from a person. She just seemed to put everyone around her at ease. In all my years with Sam I had never known anyone to actually lay a finger on Sam for who she was. Her beauty and charm was genuine. She was pure, yeah, pure. The entire drive over my thoughts drifted to our future. I imagined her as a mother. She would be an amazing mother. I could see her playing with our daughter and teaching her how to be a lady. She would be protective and nurturing. If they ever felt scared or hurt she would be their harbor of protection. She would calm their fears with her smile and soothing words. Before I knew it we were seated at our table in a fancy looking restaurant. I felt tears in my eyes as I snapped out of my dream.

"Baby, what's wrong?" She judged by the blank look on my face that I wasn't truly upset.

"Oh nothing Sam, you'll make a wonderful mom someday." I don't know why I said it out loud.

"Alex..." She started to tear up and moved quickly to stop the tears from smearing her make-up. "Baby, don't make me cry. What makes you say that?"

"Just a thought is all. I imagined you playing with kids and raising them. You'd be great at it." The words just flowed from me, they felt right leaving my mouth. They were honest. "Sam, I love you, and I always will. I know we've only been dating for a few months now, but...I..." I felt choked by my shyness. "I can see myself with you forever Sam. I can see myself growing old with you." By now my head was low, it was hard to make eye contact while speaking from the heart. "I know we're young and all, but I've never been surer of anything in my life." I still couldn't bring myself to look up.

"Damnit Alex!" Her words shocked me and brought my face up. "You're not supposed to ruin my make-up!" Her eyes were smoky. "I love you so much Alex. Without you I don't think I could have the confidence to be who I am. Without you I'm not myself. Did you ever wonder why I insisted on being called Sam again?" I shook my head, having never understood why. "I was born Sam. Samantha wasn't my name and I felt that if I went by Samantha that people would think I was being someone I wasn't. You were the only one to continue to call me Sam through my entire life. You've been there my whole life and never even questioned me once. When everyone else was asking me why I wanted to be a girl, you weren't with them. You accepted me from day one and I'll never forget that."

"You got a lit..." I stopped and just wet a napkin. "We gotta stop those tears from falling." I started to wipe the smeared make-up from under her eyes. "The waitress is gonna think I broke up with you or something." Just like that the tears stopped.

"Thanks Alex, thank you for everything." She kissed the side of my hand and started to dig into her hand-bag to fix her make-up.

"I love you Sam. Now, what to eat?"

*****

The rest of dinner felt rushed, as did the drive home. Sam's hand dug into my thigh with lust during the entire trip. There was a sense of urgency in every movement. The keys couldn't unlock the front door fast enough. Her hands continued their assault on my ass and hips. From the instant the door flew open Sam was on me. She turned me around and pushed me backwards into the house, slamming the door behind her. She pounced onto me and stumbled onto the steps of the stairs. There was a blur of skin as she moved quick to remove my jacket and work on the buttons of my shirt. Upon seeing my bare chest she ran her sharp nails across it. Her hunger just seemed to grow from there.

The trip up the stairs was difficult to do backwards with Sam all over me. Her tongue was aggressive and forceful. It wasn't the best kiss we shared, but god was it exciting seeing her so worked up. Her passion was intoxicating and I found myself returning her kisses with the same level of aggressive lust. I let out a grunt of pain as she shoved me against the bedroom door. She used the momentary lapse of kissing to pull the shirt off of me. I was sure that I heard the seams rip. The door was opened suddenly and I felt myself lose footing as she shoved me onto the bed.

"Take your pants off. Your underwear too." There was a gentle edge coming into her voice. "Close your eyes and don't open them until I tell you to."

I did as I was told and quickly took off my shoes and the remaining scraps of clothes. The room faded away as I slowly closed my eyes. I could feel a hint of insecurity at being so vulnerable and nude, but didn't cover up in fear of upsetting Sam. I could hear a click sound from various corners of the room. The darkness in my vision had started to brighten, she was lighting candles. The calming scent of lavender filled my nose, but just barely. I could hear her start to remove her dress in the far corner of the room. Thoughts of seeing her bend over and stripping filled my head. There was a bit more shuffling and then her voice sounded again.

"Okay love, you can open your eyes now." Her voice was free of the aggressive lust that filled her earlier. It was sweet and loving.

The sight before me was the most arousing thing I'd ever seen. Sam was standing in the corner of the room, slowly walking towards me. Her legs were covered with white stockings which were secured by clips hanging from a white and blue corset. Her bust seemed to be spilling out over the edge of the tight corset. Her breasts never looked bigger, and neither did her bulge. The fabric of the matching panties seemed stressed to the point of breaking underneath the swollen organ.

I didn't have to say a word to her. She could see the arousal on my face, plus another part of me. She grinned when she saw the signs of my approval and crawled into the bed beside me. Our hands cupped each other's faces. She pulled me into a kiss. This one was soft, gentle even. Her lips just lightly nipped at mine. I was reminded of our first kisses. They were nervous and searching, searching for signs that this was it. This was the next step, we both knew what was coming and it was new to us both. Would our feelings change afterwards? How would this affect our relationship? Would anything change at all? Just when I thought I would think myself out of my certainty, Sam was there.

"Are you ready Alex?"

"I think so, just be gentle Sam."

"I got you baby. Now lift your legs for me and spread those sexy cheeks."

I couldn't help but chuckle as I lifted my legs. I saw her wiggle out of her panties and reach across to grab a bottle from the nightstand. She really did have everything prepared. The snap of the top was loud in the quiet room and I felt a twinge of fear as I felt her hand cup my ass. Instead of the cool sensation of her fingers, I felt her tongue gently lick my hole. It was still an odd sensation, but a nice one. Every movement was slow and after licking for a minute I felt her fingers rub circles around my hole. It felt good, even tickled a little.

"Alright sweetie, this may hurt a little."