Wilderness Paradise Pt. 05byu06la14b©
Flashback a few years – Rachael and Luke
How does one fuck up a perfectly good relationship? And I mean "perfect" in every way – my sister, Rachael, and I loved each other, loved fucking each other and loved hanging out, just being together. It was more than just 'good'; there wasn't an adjective that I could think of that would adequately express what we had – something beyond brilliant. In fact, I had to tear myself away to spend time with my buddies, the clan of troglodytes, to prevent them (and, more importantly, Dad) from getting suspicious. So how exactly did I fuck it up? Chalk it up to my deep rooted insecurity and a stud named Dennis Stolle. There was a bit of history so bear with me.
Subsequent to Mom's confession at the Rookery about her own past involving her brother, we had an ally at home and that was really cool. True to her word, Mom ran interference with Dad, taking him out of the house as much as she could, to give us privacy. Rachael and I took full advantage of that. We fucked every chance we got; mornings, afternoons, evenings, nights and whenever our schedules permitted. It ran contrary to logic. Instead of getting jaded (with each other), the more we fucked the more we felt the need to be together. Rachael would often skip class and call me, whispering vulgar innuendos in her little girl voice, and I would race home like a madman just so we could make love. We couldn't get enough of each other.
Mom was happy for us but with Dad, it was another matter altogether. He had his suspicions about us, or more accurately, about me. His curfew checks became more frequent and unpredictable. He would stop by Rachael's room after dinner; sometimes early and often times late, before he retired for the night, but never at the same time. If it wasn't so inconvenient, it would've been funny. Unlike my mother, Dad lacked the subtle nuances of deception. He was an open book.
He would knock and I would dive under the bed and play possum while he chatted with her about the most mundane of things.
"How was school, honey?" or "How was your day, Rach?" or "How was practice?" Anything to cover up the fact that he was really there checking to make sure she was alone. His eyes would dart with parental efficacy, scrutinizing every nook and corner or he'd wander to the bathroom and poke his head in, "We need to replace those tiles, honey, remind me, okay?" or some other ambiguous observation while making sure that I wasn't hiding in there. But he never bothered to check under the proverbial bed – the oldest of sanctuaries for those irreverent lovers! He must have thought that I was too big to fit under there.
It was obvious that Rachael was his favorite – I mean, she was blond and blue eyed like him and looked a lot like his sister who lived in Wales. And like mothers and sons, there was a Freudian closeness between fathers and daughters. I was okay with that – I understood the relationship because Mom and I were very close. No, it was nothing sexual; I took after her side of the family and was a lot like her brother, Phillip.
One day while Rachael and I were kissing, he knocked. It was really late, almost midnight, and we thought he had gone to sleep but we were wrong. His sense of paternal duty and his archaic beliefs, cemented in the societal norms of morality, drove him to maintain control and prevent this disapprobation. It compelled him to make sure that his daughter wasn't being seduced by her brother willingly or otherwise. I was obviously the villain in this Cyprian play.
"Rachael? Are you sleeping, honey?" his deep voice cut through the door, "It's your father."
Like she wouldn't know who the voice belonged to!
"Just a minute, Dad, I need to put something on!"
I waited for her to flush the toilet to camouflage the sounds of me scrambling under the bed. It wasn't very comfortable but there was just enough space for me to squeeze in. She slipped her bathrobe on, straightened the bedcovers and after making sure that there were no telltale feet poking through the bedskirt, she opened the door.
"What's up, Dad?" she asked, "It's late. I was just getting ready for bed."
"May I come in? I know, honey, and I'm sorry but it's important." He was always very proper.
My sister left the door open and walked back to the bed and sat down. From my strategic perspective on the carpet, I could see her reflection in the closet mirror but my dad was just beyond my peripheral vision. She leaned back against the headboard, pulling her knees up under her chin. My father sat down near the foot of the bed, facing her. I could tell by the placement of his feet.
"Is something wrong, Dad?" she asked.
"No, honey, nothing's wrong. I wanted to talk to you about something that has been on my mind. It's a little personal but I think it's important." He took a moment before proceeding, "Your mother seems to think that this whole thing is a phase and that both of you will grow out of it and she may be right, but I feel differently. As your father I need to make sure that both of you are okay. That neither one gets hurt. Does that make sense?"
"I think so, Dad but," she paused, "... but why would we get hurt?"
He thought about it or pretended to; knowing the professor, he had prepared well for this and every other contingency related to this. He would have had all the bases covered.
"It's like the butterfly effect. A small indiscretion today can have major ramifications tomorrow. Putting aside the moral aspect of incest, there are serious psychological repercussions – especially for you. Boys and girls are wired differently; physiologically and emotionally. It is the anthropological evolution of human sexuality, a process that has evolved over millions of years to ensure that our species will survive."
What? What the heck is he saying? The Butterfly Effect, Chaos Theory, Anthropology? This sounded like Greek to me but gaging from my sister's expression, it made perfect sense to her; like she understood every word. I definitely needed to stop hanging out with the trogs as much and expand the horizons of my reading material. I don't think Men's Health, Penthouse and Extreme Cage Fighting are going to do it.
Dad continued, "Luke is at a stage where his hormones make the decisions. It is not emotional or moral. Any girl who appeals to him and is available is fair game. As a young man, it's simple for him, have sex and move on. The more women he's with the better his chances are for his genes to be promulgated. Not literally anymore but that's how we evolved."
Now wait a minute, wait one fuckin' minute. I was tempted to wiggle out from my subterranean refuge and defend myself. Any girl? I wasn't brain dead, Dad, and neither am I totally void of emotion – you're wrong; dead wrong! And just maybe your theory regarding evolution is all fucked up!
It was like he read my mind when he resumed.
"Now, I'll admit that that is a broad generalization but I doubt I'm wrong. I was once his age so I should know. Girls, on the other hand, develop emotionally; they have to because of child bearing and rearing. They are also more likely to bond with their sexual partners. I'd hate to see you get hurt and miss out on all the wonderful experiences that are waiting there for you. You need to meet other people, other boys and figure out what it is that you are looking for in a man. This is an exciting phase of your life. Experiencing it and discovering yourself is part of human development and now, now is the time for you to do that."
They were silent. I could see Rachael, crouched over, hugging her knees, staring at the bed like she was cogitating on the spiel that Dad just laid on her. She looked so vulnerable that my heart ached for her.
"Whatever happened to James, that nice boy you were dating?" Dad asked.
"Oh, you mean Gorilla Grodd?" She asked tongue in cheek, her face lighting up in humor. She gave me a quick peek in the mirror.
I almost burst out laughing. My dad had a particular aversion for derogatory nicknames, irrespective of the context. He didn't condone it or think it was funny. He really was one of the good guys - straight as an arrow.
"Now, now, little girl, let's try and be mature. Yes, I was referring to James. He was a bright young man, polite and very well behaved. I liked him."
"He may have been polite and nice to you, Dad, but all he was trying to do was get me into bed!"
"Oh, come now, Rachael, you can't blame him for that. You are a beautiful girl and at his age, boys will try anything. That's precisely my point but you can handle him, keep him in his place - I know you can."
Rachael was silent again. She knew that this was not easy for my father and that he was doing it only because Mom most probably refused to. The more uncomfortable Dad felt, the less likely he was to push. He was quiet but realizing that there was going to be no further response from his daughter, he asked, "Did Luke have anything to do with your breaking up with James?"
Here it comes, Luke, always Luke the asshole. We had rehearsed the story but Rachael knew just how to milk things. She pretended to think about Dad's question before answering.
"Maybe then but I am better now. Talking to Dr. Keller has put a lot of things in perspective. She's wonderful, Dad. She's made me realize that what happened between Luke and me was just infatuation; a crush I had on someone I idealized. She told us that many young girls tend to focus on their older brothers or even their fathers and I can see that now."
Wow! She's good! I could imagine Dad squirming at the mention of 'fathers'. For all his intellectualism, Sigmund Freud was not one of his favorites.
On Mom's advice, we had continued seeing Dr. Keller to lend more credence to our charade. Both, Rachael and I, made up stories for our sessions so that when she did give Mom and Dad the weekly update, the feedback was always positive and that we were getting better. Of course, Dad had no idea that Mom was part of the familial conspiracy.
I'm not sure whether Dr. Keller was gay or not. She must have been a dyke, a bi or a lesbian because I swear she couldn't stop staring at Rachael and would get tongue tied whenever my sister asked her a question. I thought it was funny but Rachael used it to our advantage literally putting words into Dr. Keller's mouth! It had Dad thinking that we were coming to terms with our misplaced attraction and that's what counted.
"Honey, it doesn't matter. I mean, about James. But, you have to start going out and seeing other people. I'm sure there are some nice boys in your circle of friends. It's not healthy to stay at home like a recluse. There's more to life than school, volleyball and talking to Kyla on the phone."
There's more to life than Luke – isn't that what you mean, Dad?
"I need some more time, Dad, I need to be sure ..." she whispered it like she was hurting. Man, the girl could act; give her the fuckin' Oscar! I almost believed her.
My father stood up and kissed her on the top of her head. (How do I know? Because that's' what he always did.)
"Of course, honey, it is okay. Take your time. I'm very proud of you," he said, "sleep tight. Goodnight."
"Goodnight, Dad," she returned.
Once Dad had left she got up and locked the door and scooted back to bed, tossing her robe on the chair in the corner.
"Come on out, invisible man, where were we?" she said and giggled, "Hurry up! I'm horny!"
I poked my head out from under the bed, "Wait, that's not right. You are the emotional one. I'm the horny one, remember? I'm driven solely by my hormones; the little head ruling the big one!"
She laughed helping me up while I struggled to get out from under the ambuscade and when I finally stood up, she tackled me onto the bed tugging at my jammies. There was something about my father visiting her and encouraging her to date others that put us on edge in a desperate sort of way. It left me wanting to fuck my sister even more. Deep down, buried in some dark recess of my rationale, it made me aware of the fragile nature of our special bond; that it could change at any minute. That it had to change at some point. There was no real future for this kind of filial affection– not for a brother and a sister, not in this society and I think Rachael felt it too.
The instinctive abhorrence to incest should have challenged the logic of free thinking men and women but sadly, it didn't. You could fuck your sister as part of some juvenile exploration, that was okay and even understandable, but you couldn't create a life with your sister even if you loved her! How fucked up is that?
That night we made love for a long, long time. Whenever I got close to cumming, I would pull out of her and slither down in between her thighs to perform cunnilingus on her. I loved eating her, the taste of her, the spicy fragrance and the slick, buttery feeling of her slit against my tongue – it drove me crazy. I licked and sucked on her clit the way she liked me to. And while I did that, I had two fingers shoved up her pussy, curling upwards, massaging her G spot. She was multi-orgasmic and must have climaxed a hundred times, flooding my mouth over and over again. Okay, so I'm exaggerating about the hundred orgasms but she had so many that I lost count. And when I finally shot off in her, she was so spent that she just lay there sucking on my tongue, tasting herself in my mouth, whimpering softly, her thighs trembling, twitching against my hips while I pumped her puss full of my sperm.
We lay basking in the afterglow of our lovemaking; exhausted but satiated. Our bonds, forged stronger by the heat of our illicit sex. We remained fused by the liquid amalgamate of our union, of sweat and sexual juices comingling in a racy, rancid concoction that tasted and smelled of a musky, pheromone laced aphrodisiac. I was still buried in her, partially hard and could feel her cuntal muscles, gripping and releasing me, as if she were trying to milk my cock into her. It was an intuitive technique she used to keep me from going soft and slipping out of her. I have no idea when or how she figured this out but she was very good at it.
I stroked her face gently, pushing back the stray strands of hair, kissing her forehead and eyes, "I think that was a new record! It was fuckin' incredible"
"I'll bet you say that to all the wabbits, Doc!" she replied softly in her Bugs Bunny voice.
"No, I mean it, Rach, it was beyond great! I love you so much ..." my voice trailed off. I couldn't adequately verbalize what I was feeling.
She pushed me back and leaning over me, kissed me long and hard, "Don't ever stop making love to me, Luke, ever! I'll die if you leave me!"
"I could never leave you, baby, never ..." I whispered back, "... remember our promise? That I will fuck you on your wedding night? Do you remember?"
"I want us to be Egyptians ... why can't you marry me, Luke, why can't we run away? We could go somewhere where no one knows us. No one would guess that you are my brother, no one!"
"If that's what you want, I'll run away with you tomorrow! Just say the word." I countered and I meant it. Fuck everyone; she was my world.
"Really? You mean that, Luke?" in her little girl voice, snuggling up to me.
"I mean that. I would die for you, girl, so if you want to run away now, we can leave tonight!" I said softly but I was dead serious.
She was quiet. Rachael had always been the more thoughtful one. I was way too crazy and impulsive. "A storm in a coffee cup" was how my mother phrased it and often compared me to her brother, Phillip, who was certifiably nuts!
"As much as I want to, we can't, darling, it would destroy Dad," she murmured burying her head in my neck, pausing in thought, "... it would break his heart and kill him. And that would hurt Mom too and I couldn't live with that."
We lay quietly, caressing each other, fingertips feathering gently over lips, eyelids and jawlines; tracing lazy hieroglyphics while we were lost in our own thoughts. I was thinking of Dad about what he had said. The butterfly effect and the decisions we make today; about the differences between boys and girls. Was I really that superficial? No; no I wasn't. Ever since Rachael and I had gotten intimate, I didn't even look at another girl. There were plenty of sluts on campus – pretty girls who would have jumped into bed at a glance but I wasn't interested. I was trapped in Rachael's little wonderland.
It was all about physics – Newton's First Law regarding Motion. Bodies in motion remain in motion unless acted on by an unbalanced external force. We were in motion moving along just fine and Dad represented the external force. We needed to mitigate the effect of this force and if Rachael pretending to see others was the solution then that's what she needed to do. The idea of her dating others, at least superficially, was growing on me.
"Listen, Dad was right about your being a bit of a recluse. It may be a good idea to see the Grodd again. Or someone else, you know, to go to the movies or whatever. It may even get Dad off our backs." I said, stroking her hair.
She lay still for a moment and then rolled over on top of me, still keeping me inside her, and asked incredulously, "You want me to see someone else?"
"Not like that. You know exactly what I mean, Rach!"
"Oh, just fake it. I don't see you faking it, lover. Or are you? Are you seeing someone?" she asked pinching the tip of my nose.
"Of course I'm not. But Dad isn't worried about me – you're the one he's concerned about. He doesn't even check up on me anymore," I retorted and ran my finger gently over her lips, so soft and full, "or didn't you notice?"
"That's because girls are emotional ..." she paused, sucking my finger into her mouth, looking at me while she lewdly replicated fellatio and then, removing the digit said, "and boys are ..." she waited for me to join her, "horny!"
We laughed and I felt her move. It was a slight back and forth, almost imperceptible but that's all it took. My cock flexed inside her, instantly hard.
She sighed and sat-up, knees folded under her, straddling my crotch then closing her eyes she threw her head back and began riding me, "Fuck your sister, Luke, just fuck her ... mmmm, mmmm, mmmm ... God! You feel so good inside me, baby ... mmmm, mmmm, oh, oh, mmmm, love me, darling brother ..."
I loved the way she talked dirty in her little girl's voice, incestuous dirty, turning us both on. I held her hips and let her do the work, watching her tits jiggle like jello, thrilling in the velvety feel of her cunt sliding along the length of my cock in the primordial dance of lovers – back and forth, back and forth, back and forth ...
A few days later when I got back home for the weekend, I saw Kyla and Rachael sitting on the porch steps. They were sweaty, sipping lemonade and laughing about something. Volleyball practice must have wrapped up early.
"Hi girls, what's up?" I asked and dropped my duffle.
"Oh, nothing, except Dennis Stolle, yes, yes and yes: 'The Dennis Stolle' has asked your sister out." Kyla said studying me carefully. Ever since their prom, she has had her suspicions concerning Rachael and me.
I acted blasé and said nonchalantly, "He did. Wow! Good for you, sis. Did you accept or was he just too cool for you? You know, the popular Mr. Stolle with a million girlfriends!"
Rachael gave me a strange look, tossed back her thick, golden tresses and replied, "I said "yes". I mean, he's the hunkiest guy in school. How could I refuse?"
I knew that Dad had been pressuring her to go out and date. She let it slip out when we talked confiding that the whole thing was getting to her. So, this wasn't a total surprise.