happyturtle86

Hello to all you beautiful people!

I joined this site, to share stories, and hopefully meet someone that I can be pen pals with, to chat about life and different fantasies we have. I would love to hear feedback, and or chat with anyone. Will you chat with me?

I have decided to commit suicide. I am tired of trying to make life go my way. Unfortunately I have reached the point where nothing more can be done to change its trajectory. It is officially to late for me. Come August, September, possibly October 2021, it will be done. I will be done. The reason for this delay, is for me to have one last tour of pleasures, a good meal, a fancy ride, a few shows. Hopefully covid will have simmered by then and places will be open. So come September, if things are still crazy, and I can't do my tour, thats ok by me. What better way to end my dissapointing life, with more dissappointment.

Update*
My trip is booked. My tour of pleasures will happen, then I can go underground. I just hope I can make it to my trip.

Update**
I have completed my trip. Unfortunately it did not go as planned. From flights being cancelled, to unfortunately having multiple things being cancelled while there. I couldn't even get a stripper to talk to me with money in hand. Such is life, well, not anymore. Now it is just a countdown unless a miracle happens.

Update***

Been more delays, but have now been to a gun shop, getting things set up.