If I had to sum up what kind of things get me off, it goes like this:
I find myself really turned on by a number of things. For me, it's a loss of control and power. It's about being the center of some or many peoples' lust. It's about their lust being so powerful that they simply must take me on the spot. Where they would unceremoniously use me to sate that lust - with or without my cooperation. I want to feel like I'm at their mercy where my pleasure and comfort comes secondary to their own pleasure. I suppose this makes me a submissive. A slut. A whore. All words that make me wet in some twisted way.
In the end, it's all fantasy. In the world we live in, this thinking is taboo and unorthodox. This can't be acted out in a realistic context nor would I want it to. Consequently, that is why I'm here where I can safely share, read, and imagine myself in such situations. So thank you, all of you, for letting me have my outlet.
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