Let Me Go

I have missed your smiling face
your warm, wet kisses, your embrace.
Your hands that once held me tight
and brought my heart to the greatest hieghts.

No longer do they reach for me
alone and lost is how I seem to me.
Begging, pleading, wishing for
someone else to walk through my door.

Someone who would sometime see
just how much is inside of me.
Laughing words and happy smiles
would grace my face like a happy childs.

Tears of anger and those of pain
flow fast along my cheeks like rain.
Blurry eyes of deep dark brown
see a broken woman drown.

Feeling sorrow, feeling blue
no longer can I reach for you.
Your heart is closed like a book
and no longer can I stop and look.

Please let me go and let me be
for no longer there is your love for me.
The night it calls and screams out loud
no longer trys and make a sound.

But to just go and take my place
upon another time in space.
To hang my head for not my loss
but for the one that you have cost.

So with a deep breath I put my hand
on the brass handle by the stand
that holds the key to my home
where no longer will I ever roam.

Saying goodbye would be so tough
because this would make my life so rough.
I wish I could just walk away
as these words flowed today.

But I can't and that hurts the most
because I'm weak in this body host.
I only want to be strong
and have you help me along.