Desire

I remember coming to see you
I was anxious, nervous
I had done something stupid, although I don't remember what it was
I remember feeling that you were angry with me for what I had done, or failed to do
I remember feeling that I didn't deserve the Correction but I knew I couldn't argue with you
I remember trying to look in your eyes but you avoided me
I remember an intense feeling of failure
 
You asked me to turn around away from you
To unhook my bra
I was having a difficult time doing that simple task
You got angry with me
I finally unhooked the bra
I remember you standing behind me
You slapped my tits
You told me not to move
You slapped my tits again
I moved
You were angry
You told me to follow you into the other room
You told me to pull down my pants
You told me to lay down on the pool table
I did as I was told
Tears were already in my eyes
I was angry at myself
 
I remember you pinching my nipples
Fiercely
I remember you slapping my pussy
Fiercely
I started to cry
I remember arching my back, moving
You told me not to move
You slapped me harder
I started to cry harder
Sobbing
You held my arms down with the sandbags
My arms ached
You slapped my face
I cried even more
I couldn't stop crying
 
You asked me how old I was on my birthday
I replied my age through the sobs
I remember you standing close to me
Rubbing your hand across my ass
Slapping my ass
With each birthday year
The pain building
Intense
But you were angry
Your slaps alternating on my ass cheeks
Harder each time
My ass burning
Tears streaming down my face
Sobbing
You reached my age
I want you to suck me you said
Follow me you commanded
I pulled up my pants
Followed you
Tears still streaming down my face
You sat in the chair
I knelt down between your legs
You told me to unzip your pants
I fumbled
You were angry
I couldn't see
I couldn't breathe
You slapped my face
I cried
I started sucking your cock
Hard
I couldn't breathe
I sucked the best I could
I couldn't breathe
I raised my head up and told you
You raised your hand to slap my face
I flinched
You had fire in your eyes
I cried out
I couldn't breathe
You pulled your shirttail out
Told me to blow my nose
I hesitated
I blew
I could breathe
I sucked your cock
Long
Hard
Deep
In my mouth
You came
Tears running into my mouth
Mingling with your cum