Undeniable

we have always connected
ever since I landed in your life
you've always been so good to me
since I became your father's wife

hard to believe it's been ten years
my, you've certainly grown
even after you've now married
your intense interest has sure shown

I like the way you look at me
even if it borders on a stare
I'm grinning as I remind myself
it's your lust as well as care

this summer you've surprised me
coming around here like you do
I always do make myself behave
so I doubt I've given you any clue

you see, the truth it would shock you
these crazy ideas I do possess
don't believe I've let on at all
how you can make me such a mess

'cause at night when things get quiet
and I can think about the day
I think of your visit over
and dwell on you in every way

it's usually when I'm just before sleep
these thoughts go running wild
I stretch and twist and out I spread
laying and thinking of your smile

some nights I just can't help it
I must let my thoughts keep going
mentally moving to your chest and arms
with my blood all warm and flowing

course you know I don't stop there
there are some nights denial won't work
I let my mind see your hands
and I always let go a smirk

I'm guessing that you sense my need
some nights I imagine you can see
just how naked and weak for you
I can't help but let myself be

those nights I take my time
my fingers are imagined as yours
and in mind you're propped up over me
and the image just up and blurs

for at that point it's not the picture
no, it's not what I can see
instead it's the force I feel you give
up and deep inside of me

soon I think you'll cross a line
I've sensed it more of late
a long smooth touch and closeness
our tempting a certain fate

at one point soon I'll tell you
or maybe in a way I'll show
I'll bring you to realize
just how far I'll go

of course I will start with "no"
must show that mannered front
But I sense you'll not be detoured
I expect you'll push and be blunt

then just a matter of time and place
and we both know that we'll see
that blur become the clearness
of you moving deep inside of me

I've relished knowing your desire
have savored these fantasies too
but i really long to see your face
when you learn what I want is you