All Comments on 'My Psychology of Been a Cross-Dresser'

Thank you for so eloquently expressing many of my own wants, needs, fears and gut-wrenching dilemmas. Many times i have considered putting it all in text but just didn't know where to start.

You have inspired me to write about my own experience. Thank you for your bravery, I sincerely wish you the best.

-sasha-

You have expressed so many thoughts, desires, hardships and empowerments that I have felt so many times in my life. The understanding that we crave is at times so overwhelming, that the dark place looks so inviting, just to end the madness that we experience.

The stories that I have posted are just a very small part of my life that made me so happy. I have written about the dark side but have never found the courage to allow other to see it. Maybe one day, like yourself, I will find that courage.

Thanks for putting down in words what so many of us feel and face on a daily basis that deal with this 'issue'. 4 years ago I found someone who accepted me for the needs you describe here, but she died recently and I am back to trying to find acceptance again... I am working on publishing part of a journal I kept of our lives and your writing has been a great encouragement. Wishing you all the best!

As another c/d who started before schooling, I resonate with your struggle. I was discovered by my wife early in our marriage, and she was accepting ones she got the data about those who c/d.

Katrina surged into being to an extent that I realized she was taking over our life. Then we had a child, and I choose to diaa875l it back.

Like you being able to be Katrina is what really matters. If my relational life were different, I try to be Katrina all the time.

Take it from someone that knows, been there, done that, that you're more a transsexual than a tv...my opinion?

I loved this honest account of the inner duality and struggle of gender dysphoria. I also admire your courage in walking away from the safe, conventional life you knew in your heart was you trying to please and be someone else's ideal of you but it wasn't really you. I just love your courage. For those of us born in the wrong body and I agree with the other reviewer who said that you would classify by profiler more as a TS than a CD/TV. But it matters not. Labels are for researchers trying to fit you into a tic-tac-toe diagram and for those who seek to ridicule and injure. You are you and You are more Nicola than you ever were Nick (or whatever your birth name was)> God bless you.

I feel in your thoughts my exact same feelings

Nicola, I am so envious of you telling your story. Most people have such a skewed view of why and who we are. Their automatic responses are that it's a sexual fetish, that we are gay, or perverts. This is part of who I am. I have tried since childhood to repress and ignore my inner me [Becki]. It has only made my life tougher than it needs to be. I often wonder what things would be like, had I embraced my true self years ago. Thanks for your story.

Rebecca Lynnette

Your story spoke to me. It was almost like it was written by me. The way you captured your inner psyche hits the nail on the head with how I think and feel. A desire to achieve the female form, not wanting to appear as anything other than a woman, wanting to submit and please your partner, feeling like your most complete self when femme as it's the other side to your personality. It's all my thoughts and desires captured perfectly in this text. I struggle with comprehending my feelings on the matter at hand, having longed to express my inner beauty outward through feminity since a very young age but fearing the rejection weighs heavily on my soul often spiraling me into depression afraid I'll never become who I truly am. It's a lot to process, but you were able to help me find some clarity, and for that, I thank you deeply. Much love 💜

Deep and honest. Shows how real introspection can produce deeper understanding of ourselves

have always cross dressed in one form or another for years.But never had sex with a man or men.I dressed and played with self.I did some self bondage and used a dildo on my mouth and in my ass.And from time to time swallowed my load of cum.But that all changed one day when the older man came over to fix some thing and i was fully dressed and forgot he was coming over.He opened the door and did he get a surprise seeing me fully made up and dressed.I was shaking all over when he turned around and locked the door walked up to me placing his hands on my head and began to kiss me and forced his tongue in my mouth.I froze in place what was now happening to me.He did not say a word took my hand lead me to the back bed room.He stripped off my dress bra thong and started to kiss me again.Then he started to suck on my 36''c cup breast.I now knew i was going to be his new girl friend and he was now my daddy.I soon found his cock in my mouth sucking and filling my mouth with all that would fit in.He kept telling i was now his to use as he wanted and he was now going to make men in to his women.I found my self asking him to fuck me now put your hard cock deep in my ass,I could not what i now was saying the words just came out.And with that i now could feel his hard cock pushing its way in to my ass.I could not help my self i wanted to now be his women and fuck me harder and deeper in my ass.I now wanted to suck his cum covered cock and lick it clean.That afternoon and later in to the night we had sex Since he and i lived alone from time to time we would sleep together and have sex all day and night.Now from time to time he brings over his best friend for a threesome.Now i have two cocks to use me to suck and fuck me