by Pearls_Inside
"Once he entered my throat, the world disappeared."
I don't like anything that causes females pain or degrades them/us.
But if a person is a masochist, it's just another reality. I guess. And I'm not one, so I don't understand it. It's like reading/listening to what someone who's on LSD says.
But I'm NOT on LSD. And I won't be.* (but i tried a tiny bit in memphis--not enough to do more than just make me feel really stoned--and slightly paranoid--and to still be sane enough to realize that YOU FUCKIN CANT DRIVE LIKE THIS. And I didn't.
*But I'll READ about it. It's MIND EXPANDING.
IF HAVING A PENIS IN ONE'S THROAT IS SO GREAT, WHY AREN'T MEN FUCKING EACH OTHER'S THROATS ALL THE TIME?
Oh.
They are.
So THEY DON'T NEED ME.
An I never will--
this is the fastest way to make me hate males
in fact, this turns me off any erotic feelings I might have
an makes me not trust men i've been attracted to
might even make me hate them
An makin me think males are mean--
of someone in I.C.--
which does not comfort me.
As in if--for whatever reason--I imagine him as this character, I feel self-conscious. Very.
Also:
I've been slapped in childhood. Slapped VERY HARD. By a male, my father.
"His belt buckle slips,
hits my face,
he towers over me like God."
(copyright New York Quarterly--they never give the copyright back to the writer--so--fukem)
With experiences like the above, "face fucking" sounds violent and threatening to me.
You can forget when you react strongly against a sexual act that there's a serious emotional background to it.
And you have a right to your feelings and fears.
Pussy-fucking very hard is different from fear of being hit in the face. Being very young, small, and powerless.
Pussies can take a pounding. In fact, many of them love it.
"Faster Pussycat!" Make men submit! (joke)
It's political sexism to try to--you'll fail--make males and females different from each other on the basis of "holes."
So females have one more "hole" than males. Big deal.
If so-called heterosexual males weren't so afraid of being called "queer," they'd all be lining up to have chics with strap-ons bang them in the arse.
Including most males reading here.
No we have the same number of holes--3 for each sex. Think about it.
if I didn't pretend it wasn't silly, it wouldn't be fun.
(Zooey would understand.)
then pulled Nick into the Ladies and ordered him to his knees--
I'd worn no panties under my skirt--
I pushed his head between my thighs--
lick my pussy, you----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
No. I violently pushed him away, shoving his head into the wall of the subway station.
I knew better. I knew what he was.
Male
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5nMRG8ZWOdA
I Paid For The Dinner--
then pulled Nick into the Ladies and ordered him to his knees--
I'd worn no panties under my skirt--
I pushed his head between my thighs--
lick my pussy, you----------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- -----
No. I violently pushed him away, shoving his head into the wall of the subway station.
I knew better. I knew what he was:
MALE
I hate having to say "female," rather than girl or woman, but--politics, politics!