Into It Now - Cuckolding Carboys

Intensely into it now, Brenda lets Hobart follow her to a tryst with an Alpha Male. Her husband will watch them and film them from a hiding place. The film Brenda will have him watch again later at home where she can see the look on his face. Brenda has learned she enjoys hurting Hobart. This discovery has re-ignited her affection for him. Before finding her sadism, Brenda was merely indifferent and bored by her unexciting husband.

• With Brenda in the Lead, Cuckold Hobart Follows Her to a Rendezvous.

  

  This is what Hobart sees of his shapely wife as she walks ahead of him through the Wood. He is following right behind her. She has found a new use for Hobart: as the victim of her affectionate sadism. In great contrast to all the years before, she now loves being seen naked by her husband, whom she still rejects as an intimate partner. In his presence, she feels her power intensify. He lusts vainly after her, but any verbal expression of it makes her almost literally sick. He has to remain a stranger in whose eyes her fantasies can be enacted but never come to life, as it were, "off-stage." Hurting him excites her. Hurting him first by flirting with others, then by cheating, now by openly cuckolding him, Brenda finds her affection for him has been re-ignited. Not that there ever was such sexual desire for him, alas. Brenda now knows she but confused her desire for coupling with her desire to control a man-- two entirely separate sexual desires. After her recent experiences, she has learned to separate the two kinds of desire: on the one hand, the pleasures of sexual intimacy; on the other, pleasure of sexual power and possession, which is not really "closeness" at all.