A Buddhist's Sexual Fantasy

A Buddhist's Sexual Fantasy
What a foolish little girl you are
Thinking that you know who you are
Foolish for seeking someone to love you
For thinking that he cared about you
Stupid! Why that?
Was it because you thought he needed you?
Fickle and easily tricked - desiring to be abused

Your sanity slowly slips away
Causing you to smoke and drink
You keep getting worse every day
You are searching for that celestial plane
NIRVANA is what he said
As play by play goes over again
Inside of your head

What a coward you have been
You haven't even confronted him
Why in the first place did you even want him
Sparks, sexual attraction
The moment your eyes met
You could feel your pussy getting wet
Perhaps he could just sense it...
You got what you needed
What you wanted and dreamed of
Your sex drive was growing
You just need a piece of action

Your moan echoed through the air
He placed his hand over your mouth
Like anyone could hear
Nipples erect from the cold
It was perfect -
But somehow pathetic
Pathetic like you are now
Caring what he thinks
Weither he will want you again

Why does the human need emotions
If only you could be like him
And have no attachment
You will be connected
Until you discover a new sensual
Sexual attraction
And you try to hold back
The repitition of what happened

Sex..
is good
Sex is great
But fantasies are fake
Erotica to the extreme
As we continue on wishing
Meditation, soothing dreams