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Click hereI have loved you of my own volition, with all I have to give
I have felt you, tasted the sweet nothing, I have BREATHED you, with all the life in me I have to live
I used to hold you, in my bed as we kissed
In my arms, in my soul, everything I've missed
You were something new to me
Something I could cherish for a time that was true
You were something I could see
Something real to me, I could feel with you
And I'm a little too late
(in questioning my actions)
I'm a little too filled with hate
(for the times I goaded you with my reactions)
I'm a little too jaded
(I can't think with my head filled with you)
A little too faded
(Into a world I can't escape through)
I have bled for you, everything I used to be passionate about
I have feared for you, nothing is the same without
You in my life
It just feels so wrong
I'm losing this fight
Wishing I had somewhere I belong
You're everything to me, my everything I need
You're everything I see, every single dream
I have at night I need, one single sign to read
Please let me be, please let me be
Faced with the thought of losing the Someone for which he cares deeply ~ he awakens to a nightmare of reality - lost in contemplation on how to win his lost love.
Sad and troubling piece
Of love still loved
But no longer here;
If only things could be changed.