a taste of you

My heart longs for him so,that at night it takes wing. i find myself outside his door. I look down passed my old work shirt and thread bare levis, as though the toes of my old ropers are the most interesting sight ive ever seen. im so fearful of what he`ll think of me , i want to run . But im so very close to my hearts desire im unable to move. The door opens ,and i here his beautiful voice say "hello I`ve been waiting for you". i still cant meet his eyes. i sense him coming closer and feel his breath upon my face ,a moment before his lips touch mine. Oh i could die at this moment , so happy my whole body feels his kiss. i find it passing strange that silent tears are rolling down my cheeks . When he starts to pull back , although i know he meant merely to kiss me hello , i catch his lower lip between my teeth to hold him to me. reahing my hands up to cup his face i run my tongue along his lips seeking entrance , wanting to know all i can about the taste of him. the feel of his jaw working as he opens his mouth thrills me even. i reach down and catch his shirt pulling it over his head , i begin running desperate kisses along his neck, moving down his chest , i have to hold back to keep from marking his skin ,im so hungry from him, ah the feel of his nipples againest my tongue fuels my hunger , i run my tongue lower along his ribs to his navel stopping not to tease him , only wanting to satisfy my need to know all of him. i drop to my knees ,and reach to pull the zipper of his jeans down , pulling them down i lay my head againest him breathing in his man scent , my mouth waters my senses all alive and screaming for this. . i take him into my mouth , ah the taste and fell of him are all i dreamed of , i run my hands along his thighs to reach his hips holding him to me, ummmm im staving for him . i reaching one hand down to pull up my shirt ,and rub my breast againest his leg .i stroke him with my tongue, cupping his balls in my hands . i begin sucking him deep into my throat. i feel him tighten in my mouth , feel him explode,taste his manly essense wash over my tongue , my hands now know the way his hips feel flexing in his climax , i take all that he gives me and thrist for more.i give a final loving lick to the tip of his beautiful shaft and sit back on my heels looking down at myself , im not ashamed of what ive done ,this is who he has made me , i only worry what he thinks of me, but for a moment all is right in my world , i have been with my love i am complete , until i noticed a tear rolling down my breast ,and realize why i am crying . Its only a dream , my love knew my heart and turned away , i will never know him like this , i am to remain forever incomplete