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Has it ever occured to you that whatever I may say
It cannot come out the right way.
Has it ever occured to you that I may never seem the way you thought me to be.
Has it ever occured to you that I may be a failure in everything
although I give it my best shot.

Will you give me what I ask for, or will you throw it away.
Just like everybody else, not sensing it might take my life.
Did you ever feel the slightest affection for me, or was it all a hoax. Laughing on my profit.
Did I ever make you laugh for real?
   I thought so.
   Now I don't know what to think...