Abstinent Deal

It's been seven days of wilful
waiting, my sultry words
seemed absurd when spoken
we agreed together, a smile
at how easy it would be,

Hazel eyes glaze in memory
of a week that's been,
of messages that dip
inside,
make you quiver
want lust, surrender
but
the release we seek
withheld
try to ease those thoughts
from troubled minds
that harden and leak
sinuous and slick

so many times naked
skin to skin but we wouldn't let in
hands massage your back and hips
on hands and knees
the tip of swollen sword rests upon
your open entrance
a slight push back,
a small thrust in
"NO" barked in agony
pain as
we abstain for another day

that lip bite,
almost tips me over the edge,
on the third day nearly snapped
screamed and cracked
you begged my "no"
with everything you had,
but we had a plan

here we are
hair dishevelled
our eyes level
inner fire consumes
exhumed from some
dirty place,
"Yes"
we collapse as addicts
giving in to cravings
our drug of choice
clothes are shredded
tension tearing a violin string

in a matter of moments your first
hit shatters
tremble shiver
scatters
droplets
a geyser erupts
the dam busts
and we
fried circuits, collapse
in smoking heat
of abstinent release