Acceptance

I came to realize, that no matter how much I wished it so,
You were never going to love me.
I told you how I felt,
But you just ignored my feelings.
All you wanted was to get in my pants.

I’m tired. Go back to her; see if she can give you what I can.
I need a full-time man in my life.
I deserve to be loved and adored.
I deserve better than this.
I deserve better than you.

I want a man who treats me like a goddess.
Worships my body,
Tells me I’m gorgeous,
And that he can’t live without me.
You don’t need me, and you never did.

Nights spent waiting for a phone call,
A text,
For us to hook up, while you sat around and placated her.
No more!
I deserve better than you.

I’ve been a fool, neglecting what was right under my nose.
I lost some of myself,
I let you strip me of my self-confidence.
Rob me of my sanity.
No more!

I’m taking back my life,
The life you tried to steal,
While you made me your part-time mistress,
Forcing me to wait,
While you made all the rules.

No more!!!!