ache

I feel him harden more inside me
is that possible?
and can tell from his breath and
the tightness of him,
his hips bucking long and furious,
face winced in painsure
that he is close

Endings don't vary
who am I to judge the pleasure
another finds?
my legs bent off to the right
my left hip protecting him from
having to be close
Even my long arms, trying to be
graceful
cannot reach him

I wonder if he has ever fucked
with tenderness and cum
does it matter?
if he has ever let the slip of his skin
slide smoothly along
the length of a lover,
felt that ache that hungers
for everything to continue aching
that well