Aching Love

I love you.
I love the way you walk.
I love the way you talk.
I love the way you breathe.
I love the way you sneeze.
I love your softened lips.
I love the way you move your hips.
I love your big, round eyes.
I love it when you cry.
I love the words you say.
I love the games you play.
I love the lies you spit.
I love all your bullshit.
I love it when you abuse me.
I love it when you use me.
I love it when you rape me.
I love when you say that you hate me.
I love everything about you.
I love everything that you do.
You're everything I need.
So why can't you love me?