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Click hereAs I get to the bottom of this bottle
I ask my self how did I become such a disgrace
Constantly coming in last in this metaphysical race
Struggling with my own inner demons ever since I could waddle.
In seems in alcohal I only try to drown
All my countless pains and sorrow
I use all my strength to push them down
Theres no more dignity for me to borrow
I tried going to all the meetings
But my own damn blindness
Prevents me from killing the feelings
And keeps me faking my kindness
Theres only one more option left for me
I take one last breath and pull the trigger
And finally once Im gone I can see
That this world is so much bigger
Bigger than you and me