All My Fault

I told you how I felt,
all my feelings I expressed to you.
I told you the truth,
like you always wanted me to.
I told you I would always be there for you,
that you could tell me anything.
I told you I would never cheat on you,
to be with anyone else and betray your trust,
and I havn't.
Temptations came and went,
as they tend to do in any relationship,
yet I did not follow them.
Maybe I tried too hard,
told the truth too many times.
Perhaps I wanted too much,
to be trusted and loved no matter the situation.
I feel as if I am to blame,
but what am I being blamed for.
Whatever happened,
whatever I've done,
I do not know.
For trying too hard,
for wanting too much,
I am being punished by being alone,
With no one to share any part of my lif with.
I am lost,
and I am alone,
and it's all my fault.