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Click hereI was sixteen years old
When I had my first kiss,
My first real kiss with a man,
Well, he was still a boy I guess,
But I longed for more,
That insistent presence
Of emptiness and fulfillment,
Hunger to be inside that place,
That moment when every thing
Is on fire and escalating,
Until a confusion of words,
Images from novels and films,
Warnings from adults
Gatecrashed my party,
Interrupting my need to
Be sexual and happy about it,
Confusing messages telling me
That I am in control of my body,
Yet throwing labels at girls
As they awaken
From centuries of denial,
This was my journey,
No matter where it might lead
I needed to discover
What was out there,
For myself,
To satisfy my yearning,
And this time
Go all the way.