Always

My thoughts tumble
One atop the other
Wondering
Pondering
Questioning

Is this right?
Is she the one?
Have I been suddenly gifted?
Instead of years it was mere months
This quest of mine…

Could it be true?
Can I let it be?
Will it work…
Or will this all fall,
Screaming and cursing,
Over a cliff of my own making?

Am I going to be enough,
For her,
For him,
For me as well?
Strong enough
Dominant enough
Just plain enough?

I can only hope
I can only dream
I can only strive
Ever forward
Always onward.

Always