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Click hereWhat is wrong with me?
Words dont touch the pain that I feel
My mind, Heart, and Soul are numb
The emotions out of control, sending impulses
Raging through my conscience
Why is it always my fault
Why cant I get it right
"PERFECT" according to You
I am a total failure
There is No hope
Thoughts repeated again
The lonliness has never left
It has always been
Companionship lost?
It was never found
The mantis kills her mate
I to am dead
Everything I ever felt or did
Declared a lie, a story, a coverup
Efforts made in vain for not
What is Love? Is it Real?
Imagined like a dream
Is there someone out there?
Who could love me for who I am?
Not hate me for who I'm not?
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A futile search for someone who will love me for what I am ~ and not hate me for who I'm not. A very timely powerful rendering to which we can all relate.