Another Lovers Poem

Have you ever wanted someone so bad
you could taste it on the tip of your tongue
like sour apple bubble gum?

And it's as exciting as that fist crush
when you like that one person so much
you're hot and cold
shy and bold
tongue tied
with bonafide fear?

I mean you need that want so bad
it's like the smell of a thunder storm.
Fresh and dangerous
and you can feel the longing in the tips of your toes.

That's the kind of want that knows no bounds
and I can't tell if it's my heart pounding
or if that throbbing is coming from
the wet place between my thighs.

A simple smile can set off a symphony of sensual sensations
in the pit of my stomach.
Is this how head over heels feels?

You sweep me off my feet
and keep me perpetually
seated because I'm weak in the knees.
And I'm begging like a country singer with the blues
Just to get a taste of you.

Nothing smells so sweet as the scent of you
and I'm baptized in submisson
like never before.
and what I mean is
that no one
ever made me want to submit before.

I would do anything to see smile.

I need a support group
a 12 step program
because I addicted to you.
and it's not that I want to quit
It's that I need to learn how to live
without an every sixty second fix.

Okay that last thing was denial
I think about you every other second
and on the other second I daydream
about you and me
and the we that we are.

and I thank god for showing me
love.