Apology

I wish we were in love.

I wish that had happened.

I wish we were hugging

I wish you would push me away

Playfully.

I wish your feet were too cold on my leg

I wish you knew it.

I wish you would smile at me

Mischievously.

I want to pounce on you and tickle you

In Revenge.

I wish that started us kissing.

Fucking.

I wish you were going to sleep beside me tonight.

With those damn cold feet

Tucked under me, warming.

I wish I was going to press myself

Hard, hard into you.

Meshing.

Melding.

Melting.

I wish either one of us could wake up

First, and watch either one of us

Sleeping.

Man I wish that had happened.

Somehow.

I apologize for that.

I presume that was my fault.

I assume I fucked it up.

Seems likely.

Sounds like me.

Probably.

This is my

Apology.