as falling

exploding apart, leaving my loins buried deep within you,
i scream to our sky - a voice I have never owned before
and knowing as you have always known: forever for me begins now.

smashing together, opening your womb with the force of thunder,
reshaping us with the violence of our embrace
i withdraw all but deep in you,
departing from the nourishment you have always brought to me.
rebounding, repositioning
only to be drawn to you in a new way - inside you - again and again.
i am seduced by your clutching me to you.

spending, spending, spent -
i collapse to your sweet, soft embrace, the remains of me a calming noise,
almost a memory.

a loud groan, louder, another scream from nearby suddenly quiets,
and into almost complete stillness, a shout, groaning and releasing,
sounds twinning around me, under me, against me.
allowing me to join them -
the three of us clutching you and releasing me.

i rise up from you as twins take you as i did:
passion flailing - glorious, violent, fervent,
tearing away from you, uniting with you in new ways,
pressing closer.
and, as i, straining with the longing to stay,
yet compelled by you to join me.

their twined passion pulling me from you again,
i yield a year of my seed,
harvested with grandeur.

lifted, lifted higher by spectacular re-creation,
i am truly released, adding my weight to the ones i released,
the ones releasing me.

and as falling, i move with them, over them, into you -
caring of nothing but your embrace,
i move with the roaring of universes clashing together:
silent to all but those who witness.
you guide me, reposition me, tear at me
raising your voice to match mine.
grinding across your forever changed body,
i contemplate my place with you -
seeing those you have bedded and held close to you,
those you have forsaken for me, those who will follow me.

and riding you with more passion than ever dreamed of,
i slowly push within you anew,
furrowing to a new resting place.
the cold clear tears of yours mingling with bitter tears of mine,
i feel your constant and consistent embrace.

as falling, i blissfully return your warmth.
i return to you.