banging away alone

here on the same bed
she leaned over suggesting
things red, edible, warmed
in fact microwaved

I lay alone remembering
her bob and strut,
dip and needle threading
(she called it) finger nail etching
her long flowing initials-
my left ass cheek

here was the birth of
my first spot bathing
for my various parts
starting with back of neck
then front down thirsty chest

chilled and fetish horny starved
for suggestions of what would
really hit that spot HARD and soon
over and over and over by her will and spirit
and natural olive personality, inner lit

alone here banging with her left behind
silks and stiff toy, batteries rotated from
one to two then back to multi cell
extravaganza and ending;
burnt marks on the road where
we twirled, scorched divots in the yard,
craters leading to here,
the same Fucking bed alone

wondering what flavor
ice cream
she brings