Becoming Jaded and Hated

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Can you not see it when you look at me?
The adoration, the comforting love?
Can you not see it when you look in my eyes
how happy you make me?
I try to mask my emotions
so as not to scare you away
but it makes me jaded
it maked me hated
and I watch you leave me time and again
standing in my doorway
my driveway
with my bags falling
just as fast as my tears.
You drive too fast for thoughts
and I wonder if it hurts
when we part
like I hurt...
I wonder if you feel the same
like I do
or if I am a fling to you.
You say you have feelings
you say that you care
but does it really matter
when you are not here?
Do you shut off those thoughts
that make you care for me?
Do you burry them deep
like unwanted tragity?
Am I nothing more
than a sick game of chance?
Am I not worth the risk
of happiness?
Is this meant to be
or will it go up in flames?
I walk back inside,
leaving thoughts of you behind
becoming jaded...
and hated...

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tazz317tazz317about 12 years ago
#2 TRYING TO MAKE SENSE

of long lost wishes. TK U MLJ LV NV

tazz317tazz317about 12 years ago
EVERY ONE SHOULD BE WITH

one that cares as much or more. TK U MLJ LV NV