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Click hereSometimes I despise the darkness within me,
Other times I embrace it and set it free,
Ugly images from the bleakest part of my brain,
Fill me ideas of suicide and pain,
Only billowing stormy skies,
Of pain and dying live behind my eyes,
Surrealistic fantasies consume my dreams,
Going to sleep unleashes their schemes,
Inside the cobwebs of my drafty heart,
Lives a hollowness that tears me apart,
My mood grows more dismal with each passing day,
With every second that he is away,
Torturous ways of ending my life,
Carving into my flesh with a knife,
Watching the crimson red drops of rain,
Every drop releases some of my pain,
Other visions enter me,
Like wrapping my car around a tree,
I barely survive in this desolate plane,
Sometimes I think I’m going insane!
© Cat 2002