bittersweet

i can feel you.. see you in my dreams... the wind is my name on your lips as once more you torment me in sleep.. you are my worst nightmare and greatest dream come true..brought on by a subconcious mind drindling...STOP! don't come any closer i'm not as strong as i say...DON'T i won't let you see me fall to pieces..eyes once heavy with sleep now hang with death..my vision is blurring..words start to slur..blood drips from the faucet that is my wrists..cut with the blade of hate you left in my soul...where are you now?..my warrior?..my prince? can you control me even in death? i will defy you until the bitter end...for hells not so bad when the devils your advocate...i will become the hunter and you my prey..haunt your dreams as you have mine..make you feel my unwelcome touch as i whisper my name in your ear..you will feel every humiliation and sorrow you burned on my soul and pray for death..but death will not find you..only the memory of my tormented cries and pleas ...i'm moving on!