Bonds of Release

Looking up from my position below you,
Will I see mercy or something else in your eyes?
Have I pleased you this night?
Or is more punishment on the way for me
Pleasing you is my ultimate aim in life

As my body is racked with the pleasure and pain you inflict
Though I say nothing you know my wants and my needs
That is why you are where you are in my life
Pushing me to my limits and beyond

When my body aches and my mind is dizzy with an overwhelming mix of pain and pleasure
I wonder if you will show mercy or make me beg
The fear you see is not fear of you,
but of the feelings you arouse and the fear of my own reactions
When I show resistance is when your dominance of me is most evident

Being bound and at your whim and desires fuels something deep inside I cannot explain
Allowing me for a while to not have to be strong, but to depend completely on you
An escape that permits me to give in when most times I cannot