Bruises Really Hurt

Im playing in the backyard
When I hear a noise
The new neighbors are moving in
I ignore and play with my toys
Then suddenly I stopped
A male physique caught my eye
Damn, he is very handsome
From right here he is fly!
But as if I would go to him
I'm nine and very shy
And I don't take kindly to rejection
If that happen I would surely die
So I don't bother to try
And go in toward my room
And that's when all of a sudden
I hear a big but slight "boom"
Someones knocking at my door
I wonder who that could be
Right when I open the door
I see you looking sexy
You walked in
And closed the door behind you
And I'm standing there looking stupid
As if I know what to do
Now we're sitting on the couch
I'm fidgetting with my hand
And then you say out if spite
If you can be my man
I say yeah
I was so happy
And now I'm twelve
And things get kinda ragedy
I like the way you claim me
Telling boys no one can have me
But everytime I talk to a boy
You start to yell at me?
Things got way worse
When I turned fourteen
This time you're cheating
And as for me I get a beating
You punch me in my ribcage
When I talk back to you
And call me all types of names
And I don't know what to do
You even spat on me
When I confronted about your cheating
And you kicked me real hard
Telling me that I deserved the beating
I'm seventeen now
And I'm still with you
Hell, I'll take the beatings
Because I really love you
You threatened to cut me
When you assume Im cheating
And when I dnt agree with you
I get a whole-nuther beating
Things really got bad
Sex was another issue
Because your forcing made me bled
I had to use more than a role of tissue
You practically ripped me open
You didn't care that I cried
And what was even worse
Is that you wanted me to ride
I'm twenty one now
Three months pregnant and not showing
And I ain't wanna tell you
I dnt want you knowing
You started getting suspicious
My stomach has a bulge
So you asked me the question
While giving me a nudge
I tell you that I'm pregnant
And you look at me crazy
And out of nowhere you yell at me
And say you dnt want a baby
That really made me cry
Because I don't wanna kill it
So you got up and said, "You betta get rid of it!"
That's when I told you
That I want my baby
And the look in your eyes
I saw that you're gonna attack me
You grabbed me by my shoulders
And shoved me against the wall
And started punching my stomach
Like you dnt care at all
Oh, my gosh, the pain
As I threw up blood
My eyes were getting blurry
Everything felt like a flood
My body is lifeless now
My lungs dnt work
My body is covered with bruises...
And bruises really hurt...;'(

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