cheers

Soft as whispered silk
wrapping around my skin like smoke~
Intangible and fleeting~
Grasping for it leaves empty hands. bleeding
clenched in frustration
until with heavy sigh,
resigned to stop moveing, stop trying
to reason with your lies and then...
to let go with peace.
Do not bemoan sirens calls.
Lies of love rejected, nor old lovers past.
Words are smoke you cannot hold.
Do not speak at me
of betrayals to ghosts
who first themselves betrayed.
Who could not be solid, walking into mist, silent.
Do not assume to know my faults,
the suffering or my pain.
You know not the hell
Nor the heaven of my depths.