China Doll

I wonder how the world can be so blind at times.
Why can't they see they're killing me
With all their deceptions and lies?
I thought you were my friend
They say with accusations in their eyes.
Did they know they were killing me?
Killing what was inside?
You deceived others.
You deceived me.
But by your side I stayed, loyal to a fault.
Now the time has turned the tides,
Turning you against me.
An innocent rapist befriending me
And taking what I did not want to give.
Telling me it was what I wanted,
Telling me you loved me.
And I believed you for a time.
What a shame I cannot be that way
For China dolls can't love.
All the love I thought I had
Life shows me I was wrong.