Cold and Alone

So this is how it ends
The alcohol my only friend
Why pretend?
I know it'll never mend

Drinking myself to sleep
I think I'm in a little deep
What's left of me I'll sweep
And crawl into nothing without a peep

So cold and alone
Feels like you broke every bone
The sharpest pain couldn't hone
Without you there's nothing I own

Without you I'll surely die
The only thing that could make me cry
Why did you have to lie?
You never loved me, couldn't even try

Don't know why I woke up today
Still wondering why you had to stray
All alone, it all looks so grey
I guess I was just here for you to betray