Confession

I have tried hard to forget about you, but I can’t shake it.
I have tried being with other people, but I just can’t take it
You’re in my head, in my soul
How you got there, I don’t know

I thought I could handle you, that I was in control
But each time with you took its toll
Each time better, always great
Your next move, I would await

I denied to myself and to my friends
With you I was silent, and tried to pretend
But my desire was overflowing and the truth becoming apparent
My feelings of passion were transparent

So your next move I turned down
You were too hard for me to be around
Cause your touch I could not resist
Let alone your perfect kiss

But six months later you’re still in my brain
Penetrating my thoughts like a steady rain
I wonder if I should tell you how I feel
Feelings so powerful, a struggle to conceal

I want you so badly
Should I admit to it gladly?
It may not make a difference, or it could make things great
Possibly start a new chapter, of hot love we would make