confusion

I’m confused how I ended here
With nothing looking clear
No escape no exit no window or doors
All I’ve got is the walls and floor
How to escape I do not know
I need to leave got somewhere to go
No way out or in
So I don’t know where to begin

How I got here is a mystery
Can’t remember my history
The walls are green and floors are red
No toilet no food or even a bed
No clothes on and feeling so used
I have no idea I might have been abused
Suddenly I fall asleep and then I rise
I’m so scared I don’t open my eyes
Once im brave I open them
There are a lot of men
Thinking I’m in luck I sleep with them all
I can tell you I had a ball
But found no exit
I had to find a way to fix it

Two days later my stomach begins to quake
I did not know my period was late
I slowly turn to pain
I screamed and the men came
Found out I was due
Not one child but two
I see one man who looks sad
I go over to see what makes him mad
I look in his eyes and fall in love
He must be an angel from up above

He tells me he caused me this hurt
And his name was Bert
I said it is okay and I said I love you
And that he was a father of two
His face lit up and he smiled
And said that this was all worthwhile

He showed me the way home
And told me to go alone
I would not leave without him by my side
I need him for my life
It turns out this all was a dream of yet to come
And I was keen for what was about to arrive
To find someone to love
But one thing was wrong I was trapped with no way out
How I got here I don’t know but I realize I was back at the beginning
No help no escape no where and now one
So to say I know what is happening
That would be a mistake
All I know is I cant escape