Conversations Can Cut

“My ideal man is a mix of these three simple things”
Her voice has gone husky, its timbre now low
“The chemistry that a certain Lebanese man brings”
No wait for the bitch slap, no pause for the blow
“The loyalty and love that my ex husband gives”
The punch is a flurry, a vicious mad pounding
“And last but not least, the man whose mind lives”
She smiles at me now but the pain is resounding

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Oh sure, 1 of 3 in her perfect man’s mix
I should be grateful I’m mentioned at all
I wonder if I’m 1 of her 3 favourite dicks
I’d say that, still faced, if I had the gall

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“We both know that it’s something we just cannot share”
She says it quite calmly no sadness she shows
“My life is in chaos and A____ will always be there”
My mind is in shock while the pain in me grows
“He’s been my best lover, we might still be on”
Her voice is caressing her Lebanese lover
“He loves me even though all the passion is gone”
Her sultry smile gives to her ex-husband cover

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Amazing how women
Can treat men like trash
As if all we are involves
Dicks, Fun and Cash

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But wait here's the clincher
Pray forgive me my failing
If I take my bow, well
From there it's plain sailing

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“I think that I’m growing to love you, you know,
I want you to promise we’ll always be friends”
My hope springs eternal that true love will come
“Your lips and your eyes drive me crazy with lust
and I hope and intend what we have never ends”
You drink up my senses, I’m deaf and I’m dumb
“I love what we’ve shared and right now what you’re doing,
don’t ever stop cos I just can’t say no”
So nicely you stroke me in places I need
“You know that I feel for you more than just friends,
I’m attracted to you and these feelings won’t go”
I almost don’t notice – this ain’t love, it’s greed

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Words flow from my fingers
Hide the pain that I feel
“Still at least I was honest...”
Oh please, bitch, be real!