Curse

I loved you, I hated you
Wanted you, lusted for you
Wanted your ivory body, glistening skin
Begged to make love to your hollow body
Hold you, my lips on yours
On your body, on your breasts
Taste the beating of your heart
But you are empty, hateful, a beautiful shell
Draining my soul
And I loved you
A brief kiss, heaven, poison, bitter
Love of the damned
Wanted to leave, wanted to love
Made an offering of myself, my body
Refusing my gift
Love so strong
Became hate so bitter, became madness
You are a curse