Dark Moments

Dark Moments

It's so cold, My body feels half frozen
Moving doesn't help, My limbs don't seem to work
Maybe I am dreaming, Maybe I have a fever
My mind is playing tricks, I just need to relax
Try to calm yourself, I take deep breaths
Then I remember, Everything floods back

Ice was everywhere, People are skating around me
Tears run down my face, Why did I come back here
What keeps drawing me here, Whose voice do I hear
The pain of the last two years, It all seems so much
I'm so tired, I don't want to live anymore
I don't want to feel, Someone make it all go away

My mind starts to blank, Everything is swirling
Someone is here, Where are the people skating
Fear settles deep within, Something isn't right
Time stands still, I try and still my heart
I'm falling to the floor, I have no control
The lights dim, I slowly black out

The darkness caresses me, my soul is screaming
How did I get here, why can't you hear my cry
The cold chills me, the walls close in
The air is thin, is this how I will die
I pray for mercy, I find only hell
Loneliness caves in, life slips further away

The floor under me goes cold, I reach for the door
My arms wont lift, My legs can't move
I hear a noise, I ask again
How did I get here, why can't you hear my cry
I feel something touch me, I cry out in fear
Hands lift me from the floor, I'm carried to a bed

The hands are cold, I'm laid down on silk
A voice whispers, you belong to me
Give in to the desire, give in to your need
Know who you are, know who you will be
Silken fingers slide along my neck, stopping at my pulse
Heat radiates through me, the chill is gone

My pulse quickens, I know how I will die
The fire builds, He takes my head in his hands
I close my eyes, I arch myself closer to his touch
His lips graze my pulse, I can barely breath
Searing pain envelopes me, I feel my life seep away
Darkness engulfs me, All my dreams fade

I awake to the faint sound of music, My skin hot and burning
Candles flicker in the room, I'm on a large bed
An arm is wrapped around me, A body pressed against mine
I turn towards the man, My breath catches
He's beautiful, his skin is white and his hair black
His eyes are flames, I feel the heat stir in me

Softly I touch his lips, Tasting my blood I embrace my new life
He moves his hand down my hip, With one hand he pulls my leg over his
He enters me in one swift movement, I moan against him
Intense pleasure explodes, stars surround me
He kisses me deeply, he whispers
My love your home, I've waited so long