Darkness In My Mind

My Fantasies

Brilliant light
Radiant beams
Dancing across my memories,
Remembering what was
And what never could be
Except in my deepest fantasies.

Loves lost
Never to be found
Until released
Through the chained gate,
Although I still anticipate
That what was
Could maybe, possibly be
Somewhere in my fantasies.

Her smile
Torments me
If it really was for me
And not for someone else,
But maybe searching, looking for me
Far inside
My deep, dark fantasies.

Ghostly dark
Colorless beings,
Toys within my mind
Shadows always there to find
Somewhat close where I can see
Through the darkness of my fantasies.