Death never comes

I call you death,
my true friend,
In this life I never had a true friend
who stood by me in my hour of need
Death, be my friend now,
help me out of this deep wolrdly well,
as you have helped many,
For I am not brave enough
to abundon this sweet pain
this sweet sense of suffocation myself
Come to me now, my friend,
For I want nothing more from life but you...
Death, come to me
Give me sweet pain
So I cry
shed the tears that have been long waiting,
waiting for so long
to roll down my cheek,
Give me sweet pain
pain so sweet
sweeter than the world
sweeter than life...
So that I lose all pain,
lose myself,
lose my life...