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Click hereWhat a wonderful way
To make it through the day-
Take a drink to numb the pain
That's not really there.
It's all hard to explain.
Pop a pill (not for a thrill)...
But just to survive
If I must ACT like I'm alive.
"The way out is through..."
Noew what do I do?
I'm hurt, I'm afraid!
I don't know what to say.
Am I too bad for God to redeem?
Here are my failuers before me...
(I am not what I seem.)
The pain won't go away-
The guilt seems here to stay.
Too scared to live,
Too tired to die.
I've got no more tears to cry.